New Highs from Unexpected Sources (2)

Lately though, I'm like a different bottom. Since we started out cuckqueaning, I do seem to enJoy our S&M play a hell of a lot more. I find myself wanting more pain, craving increasing levels of exquisite torture. The more he humiliates and degrades me, the greater the pleasure I get from his sadism. Which was a very unexpected, but very welcomed thing to discover. Don't get me wrong, I'm still a wuss, but maybe not quite the wussiest wuss in all of wussdom any more.

Have you had any similar experiences? Has your S&M play been improved through an unexpected mechanism?

XxX

PS - Whooo hoooo - Post 4000 according to the random number generator on my profile!

You truly are ICs whore.  Admin must be very proud.

Love that this adventure into everything just seems to bring us more and more. I take pleasure in seeing the wuss retreat further with each debasing encounter. *sigh*

Moving up from feather floggers to satin. That cruel hard, strapado with no more than a few feet separating your arms. And yes, even testing your limits of rough fondling instead of air spanking. How you push your physical masochism for me is such a joy .

You my girl are well on your way to the prize of being the subbiest sub in Subdom.

XXX

EDIT: Lost my smilies first time round

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Edited 1 Feb 12, 10:08 PM by TheGit

Congrats on the post whoring!!

Not through unexpected sources as such, but how much I can take increases with degradation. Feeling worthless and useless changes my headspace and I start to feel like i deserve it. Other times anger in some scenes can help, if I know everyone wants me to break and I'm feeling stubborn, I'll hold out as long as possible, just smile and laugh until they do just that, I'll fight till they win!