in a new light (6)

Posted by Trusttolove on Tue 3 Jan 12, 11:00 AM to Trusttolove's blog.

My lovely friend, who i thought of as a submissive sister, surprised the hell out of me by asking me if she could try out her riding crop on me! isn't it funny when you have seen one side of someone and then something happens so you see them in a totally whole new light.

She is newly exploring her domme side and of course being a good friend i wanted to help out. We spent a lovely girls' night in together watching Secretary and eating a take away from my favourite place, we snuggled up together and it was just sweet. Inside i was wondering whether she really would ask me to help her practice with the crop as she had mentioned before and i wasn't sure at all.

And what a transformation to see her standing over me with a confident look and giving me very firm directions! At first it was very confusing to see and hear her telling me what was going to happen next, part of my brain was saying 'what?????' but i was very surprised and pleased to discover that melting feeling inside as i had a submissive response.

At some point i had a sudden realisation that i was about to get hurt by someone who knows me very intimately; all my submissive feelings; my internal struggles; the things i like and the things i find it hard to do; the points where i am likely to get stuck and need help. That was an amazing realisation because i knew then that she would really hurt me and she would know how to look after me too. And she did both beautifully. i feel so lucky, proud and privileged to have been her first.

It's just great to see my beautiful friend come into her own. It suits her so well and i can't wait to see what happens next.