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Posted by x_tied_x on Mon 12 Dec 11, 6:49 PM to the Ultraviolence group.
I appear to be going through a bit of a drought in terms of play. By play I mean violence, aggression and humiliation.
As a result, I am incredibly needy and every dark corner and rough looking man has me thinking the most awful thoughts.
In my stupidity, I have been sending the most rude and provoking texts to Him ever! I am actually quite shocked at my level of disrespect, just to provoke a reaction.
I am not sure what I am hoping to achieve, but I am just craving him so much. All I can think about is feeling his fist in my face or ribs.
I know I will pay when I do see him, and will instantly regret texting him such confrontational texts.
Does anyone else do this, just to get a (violent) reaction?
Jess x
| 12 Dec 11, 11:10 PM FairyGirl UK(YO), 3 yrs    |
I used to do it a lot when daddy was over in Ireland, but now I tend not to need to as much. I think it is the not seeing them for a while that makes you crave it more, thus more likely to antagonise because you need more of a reaction.
There's always one, and if I'm in the vicinity, it's probably me. |
