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At this moment in time I truly couldn't be happier. It has been a whirlwind of a year and over a year since I met my most wonderful Sir and I can honestly say things have just got better. We went through a bit of a hiccup that did make things a little make or break at one point but it made us stronger for it, so for that I wouldn't change what we went through. I'm a great believer that things are sent to test us and guide us to what is right for us or not and I know to the centre of my being what we have is pretty special.
We haven't been able to keep kink in our life as much as we both want but I can't say I miss it (other than on an off day) as I know when we have the time all of that will fall in to place. At one time, when I first realized I was into this kind of lifestyle it was the be all and end all and I couldn't get enough of it. I've had many amazing experiences and wouldn't change a single one of them as it has made me understand exactly what was for me and what wasn't, but now having met someone who is the centre of my world and I his, needing kink as I once did has changed, it hasn't gone, it's just shifted to another level. I do have days when I feel the need to have kink, be tied up, used and abused and put back in my place, to serve Sir in any way that pleases him, but I know that sometimes things have to be put on hold and you have to carry on with life without having all the lovely things about kink that make you tick. I know I can do this and do it happily as what we want to do will make us happier in the long run.
I moved in January to live with Sir and come December 16th we will both be moving again to Cheltenham, where once we are settled our new life can begin. I am really excited about it, at the same time a little anxious as I have to look for yet another job when Christmas is out of the way, and in this current climate I can't say I feel fantastic about it. I'm looking forward to the more active social life we will have and just have more time to devote to what we both love to do!
There's still lots on our list of to do's where kinks concerned, we really haven't had the time but I know when the move is out of the way we will get back on track and do all we have planned, as we will have more time to focus on it. We both have some fantastic ideas for tattoos that I want to get and I am looking forward to getting them done next year. Sir is getting one too which I am excited about, more so than the ones that I will be getting. I still have the rest of my piercings to get and I will be making sure come next year I get time to write some stories as I do miss just letting my mind run wild. I don't get to come on here so much, which I do miss but I have so many things going off and things I need to focus on that any spare time I do have I spend it with Sir.
I know the rest of this year is going to be manic and next year just as much starting a new life in Cheltenham but I'm soooooooooo happy, I just have this feeling that it's the start again of something wonderful, which when I think of the year I have had so far it's hard to top.
To you Sir, I want to say even though I say it every day to you and more than once, how much I love you. You make me so happy. You make me laugh and most of all you accept me for me and everything that that entails! You balance me out and take care of me in every way I could ever wish for. I truly am the luckiest girl ever to have you in my life. I'm looking forward to our new life together and can't wait to start working towards everything we have planned. Can't wait till you are back home on Friday I am missing you already xx
| 29 Nov 11, 10:55 PM cjack100 UK(M), 7 yrs  |
What a lovely post to read at the end of a dreary day. I have always found your post's to be so passionate and honest. I shall certainly look forward to reading your new stories whenever they appear. Best wishes to you both, long may your happiness continue. |
| 30 Nov 11, 9:14 AM angellover UK(CM), 3 yrs |
If yours happy and you know it Clap your hands  Claps hands...
The highest fences we have to climb, are those we have built within our mind |
| 30 Nov 11, 9:39 PM Painpet UK(CB), 3 yrs |
It was the first title that popped into my head, and after reading that I am singing it to myself yet again lol God I'm sad!! but I am happy, so I will clap too Awwww thanks, glad you liked reading it, nice of you to post x
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