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| louisa32 |
I know we all have our good and bad times, our ups and down etc.
But, i sem to change my mind more times than the bloody weather changes, and right now, that is very frequent!!
I don't know why i am on here one minute, then i am looking for the right person the next!
I am a bit slightly confused.com.......Maybe a trained psychologist on here to help me out? Or is that too much to ask on a BDSM site? 
Juat a random thread i know, but i am getting pissed of at myself.
Adding,,,,,,,,,,,,,,sorry to bore you all!!
Edited Sun 27 Nov 11, 6:13 PM by louisa32
| 27 Nov 11, 6:16 PM prettyPETunia UK(WS), 4 yrs |
Try not ti beat yourself about it. Its just life. Its shit if you let it If love is blind I need to find a cane | ||
| 27 Nov 11, 6:21 PM louisa32 UK(FK), 8 yrs |
It is definitely shit lol. I can't decide what i want just now. Got an idea, but everytime i get even a little close, i turn into the bloody ice maiden Grrrrrrrrrrrr!
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| 27 Nov 11, 6:21 PM dannigirl1 UK(CV), 2 yrs  |
@louisa32
I know what you mean, i am up and down like the proverbial express lift !!!. I am in a very happy and settled 24/7 relationship with my Master whom i adore but still i get down and upset over things. I worry about everything, from what to cook for tea to what if He gets bored and leaves me !!! People wind me up, being nasty and childish and although i try i cant help but get upset. Sometimes i am happy, feel great and can do anything then a few hours later i am panicking about the sillest thing. I am sort of glad i am not the only one who gets like this and send hugs and good wishes and hope you find happiness soon. One thing is i am a lot happier than i used to be and each day i get stronger and feel more settled. Just knowing he loves and wants me is the best feeling in the world. Be safe danni xxxx Walk on the Wildside | ||
| 27 Nov 11, 6:22 PM moonstruck UK(BN), 6 yrs |
You're exploring your feelings and desires. Sometimes you like what you find; other times you don't. Don't fret. Look around in your own time. There's no kinky stopwatch that says you must do things in a hurry.
Mind you, there must be a gap in the steampunk market for something like that. | ||
| 27 Nov 11, 6:34 PM Incandescence UK, 3 yrs |
You're definatley not alone. I think people go through this in all areas of their lives from time to time. Moods change from day to day and with those changes in mod come changes in preferences, priorities and desires. I wouldn't get too stressed about it. Try not to rush things that you're obviosuly not clear in your own mind about. You may think you knwo exactly what you want/need at any given moment but the fact that when it's right there for you to grab hold, you back off and don't grab it with both hands suggests you're possibly not really ready/in the right place for/looking for that after all. You'll probably find that when you least expect it, the right thing will come along and bite you and then you'll know it's right ... and it probably wont' be what you thought you wanted/needed at all. If god had wanted us to be perfect, he wouldn't have made our progenitors dinosaurs! | ||
| 27 Nov 11, 6:45 PM submyorks UK(LS), 24 mths |
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| 27 Nov 11, 6:50 PM louisa32 UK(FK), 8 yrs |
Thanks to you all who have posted. Yes, i will probably know when the time is right......Sometimes i want it so extreme, then i do seem to run scared! I think i will start another hobby which is less intense Edited 27 Nov 11, 7:38 PM by louisa32 | ||
| 27 Nov 11, 7:22 PM River_Deep UK, 6 yrs |
Take time off these sites. I have backed away recently and it is working for me. x It is not what you say or do but the way you say or do it | ||
| 27 Nov 11, 7:28 PM Achilleus UK(M), 3 yrs |
If it's breast play you want Sorry, but little things amuse me and at my time of life I need amusement. God's child or Satan's angel? | ||
| 27 Nov 11, 7:33 PM prettyPETunia UK(WS), 4 yrs |
If love is blind I need to find a cane |
