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| Fairenough |
It's no good I cannot contain it any longer. I must pay my second tribute to somebody outstanding of 2005, and it's only February.
A while ago I ended a relationship with someone. I did it because I believed it was for the best. I did not do it because there was anything at all wrong with that person, or that anything we had experienced together was anything less than a joy. In the event I had to overcome my fear of facing that persons upset, hurt and possible anger. Of potentially sacrificing, someone of great personal value to me, for an unknown future.
We are, I am overjoyed to report, still, to this day great chums. We are also happy (correct the terminology if necessary moll) to occupy this wonderful website together, even now. This I feel is in no small part due to her great courage, wisdom and kindness of heart, and very much in stark contrast to what unfolded in my own, unknown future.
The fact of the matter, I have come to realise, is that although I fought to do right by her, (I did not two time her at any point, nor dump by txt etc) but something in relationship terms, was inevitably and irreconcilably broken. There is not the same sense of betrayal, but you cannot walk away from someone calling it loyalty, now can you! Those oh such delicate connections, that enable great magic to occur, cannot be restored to their original conductivity after a break however carefully done. Sad but true I think.
She will undoubtedly find her Dom one day, although I know she despairs of this ever happening sometimes, and in my opinion she is worthy of the very best. So you Neanderthals out there, hands off the ninja* sub ok.
So take heart dear mollysub, you are a remarkable human being, and I am not by any means alone in that estimation of you. I beg forgiveness for any and all hurt I caused you (poor me!) and I wish for you, great happiness henceforth.
Sincerely and humbly your chum always
LFx
* see web boards "Philosophising on switching" reply
Oh stop blubbing woman 
| 20 Feb 05, 3:57 PM mollysub UK, 9 yrs |
Dearest LF No corrections necessary... just a huge thankyou for writing this. You're quite right about the blubbing of course! Here's to our special friendship, Molly xxx
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