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| polly_pocket |
on Mon 14 Nov 11, 9:17 PM to polly_pocket's blog.
Sometimes, little girl needs to be embarrased. I am not sure where the line is between being embarassed and humiliated, but it is something that i crave.
That , in itself, is a difficulty. I am in a monogamous relationship with someone I love and honour.I defer to Sir,and we do not share. I do not feel embarrassed in front of Sir regardless of what is expected or desired as 1) I trust him 2) He doesnt want to humilaite or embarrasse me
but.......
I need it.
I need to be taken out of my comfort zone.
I need to blush from my toes to my face and wish the ground to swallow me up.
I need to feel ashamed of my nakedness.
and then i feel so guilty to have these needs as, as a submissive , its not what i need that counts.
