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| Tue 8 Nov 11, 7:21 PM Peachycheeks UK(AL), 7 mths |
Yesterday, my Master tasked me with writing the top ten things that I wanted out of our relationship and the reasons why. Today he has tasked me with putting this on the IC board. I'll do anything for him and this is all rather heartfelt. I would welcome any comments, and of course your own top ten. 10. Bum love. Why I've done bum love before, but it's never been on my terms. Such fun could be had with bum love, and as you're not adverse to toilet duties, it's not as huge a worry as some men would pitch a fit about it. Hell, you actually talk about it. That's a lot more than I could get previous, rather vanilla, partners to do. Talking about it is so important. 9. I want to stick something other than my finger up your arse. Why If guys can shove their cocks up my arse, then they deserve to see what it feels like. I also think you'll do it well. 8. Having you dress me. Why In the past people have only ever told me what not to wear. That's just not good enough. I want you to tell me what to wear more and more. Dirty, naughty, outrageous, I'm beginning not to care. There will be times when I will want to submit to you entirely, and my clothing will be one of the most important things. I've ceased to feel self-conscious about what I wear, so if you want me to come to you in rubber, I shall. 7. Role Reversal. Why I want you to be my bitch for a good long time. For a few years I had problems with my gender identity, could have sworn I should have been born with a cock and not a cunt. I got over it eventually after 18 months of being totally emasculated and in the role of housewife. However, I want you to feel like my bitch, I'll tell you what to do and when, I'll demand when you fuck me and where, and how you do it, and even for how long. 6. Making each other bleed. Why I have always found bleeding to be a purifying experience. I am, at present unsure how I wish this to occur, but I want us both to bleed for one another. If it requires scissors being taken to each other, then it shall be done. We will bleed for each other in one another's presence, and we will enjoy it, not only that but we won't forget the first time. 5. Just to be with you sometimes. Why You're lovely. I love being with you. And sometimes I will have moments when I just feel the need to lie with you for a while in a cuddle. To feel safe and wanted. You're very good at doing that. 4. I want to tell you everything. Why I cannot put into words just how much I trust you, and how long I have felt like that. You are amazing, so trustworthy, make me feel so safe, and you are so easy to talk to. With other people, there was a lot I would hold back on because on similar subjects or even those bordering it I could tell what their reaction would be. That's not the way it is with you, and it never need be. 3. Watersports Why I've seen enough of this porno in the years of my previous job. Never quite understood the point of it, however I do recall as a child being somewhat excited by the idea of pissing or seeing other people piss. I'm sure it's the way that I was brought up, always lock the door when you go to the bathroom, I never fail at doing that even now. Wish I wasn't like that. Wish I could also go for a wee while at work and actually piss while there's someone else in the room, instead of having to hold it until they leave. I've never been with someone as open as you about watersports, and I would like to (partially, at least) recapture that excitement I got from the thought of it as a child. I used to pour cold water onto my clit in the bath when I was a child of about 9 or so, just to see what it felt like. 2. Our first tryst in public. Why For quite a while (a long time really!) I have fancied the idea of being watched, whether I know the person watching or not, and whether I am entirely aware of being watched or not, but I've never had the opportunity. I realise that human nature would make people watch, not out of disgust but out of curiosity and the thought of them getting turned on by watching me being fucked is just amazing. 1. Being on your arm. Why You would be the first man, apart from my Father, to be proud to have me on their arm. I want to be on your arm. I want you to show me off because I am so proud of it. A tiny part is proud of myself, but most of it is being proud of you. | |
| 8 Nov 11, 7:31 PM AshUK UK(EN), 7 yrs £ |
I thought this was really sweet. I hope things go well for you and your Master and that you both get what you're looking for. " Pow ! Right in the kisser ! " | |
| 8 Nov 11, 7:32 PM deviantdotcom UK(AL), 7 mths |
Luck Master!! Ha Ha | |
| 8 Nov 11, 7:49 PM misunderstoodslave UK(OL), 2 yrs |
Very sweet. But not entirely submissive? Interestingly switchy. I don't want to do anything on my terms. (Well one thing, but I don't get that so it doesn't matter.) I love to bleed, but wouldn't wish to see the beloved Master do so.
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| 8 Nov 11, 8:27 PM Peachycheeks UK(AL), 7 mths |
I always thought I would be totally submissive, but have found I love switching. It can depend on my mood, and of course the kind of things that I get tasked with.
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| 8 Nov 11, 10:26 PM lonely_78 UK(NN), 9 mths |
That was beautiful, i got quite teary by the time i got to number 1. Wish you both all the happiness together.x
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| 9 Nov 11, 12:56 AM Londonista UK(E), 2 yrs |
I know what you mean, bum love always brings a tear to my eye too. | |
| 13 Nov 11, 10:29 PM lonely_78 UK(NN), 9 mths |
lol - ditto!x | |
| 14 Nov 11, 4:51 AM Aristaeus UK(RG), 2 yrs |
That was wonderful! I suspect your Master wiil love you all the more. | |
| 14 Nov 11, 2:45 PM sathya UK(S), 18 mths |
That was quite lovely Aren't you glad your Master asked you to post this? The violets explode inside me when I meet your eyes Then I'm spinning and I'm diving Like a cloud of starlings - Elbow | |
| 14 Nov 11, 3:04 PM KinkyGerlinky UK(B), 3 yrs |
Until I read this, I thought the love letters of Abelard & Helouise were the most romantic things I'd ever read. This was beautiful and thoughtful and touching. Thanks for sharing. xx |