Posted by cerrynn1 on Thu 17 Feb 05, 7:04 PM to cerrynn1's blog.
...Anyone remember me? My last weblog was waaaaayyyyy back in September, I see. So I thought I'd say hello to any friends still out there and catch up a bit. So often when people disappear off IC it's because some dreadful personal crisis has brought their BDSM/scene-related life to a screeching halt. With me -- with us, rather -- that's certainly not the case.
Matou and I are still together, still living happily in Coventry with the fur people (who all send their respective tail wags and purrs to anyone who knows them!). In my last posts I was whinging on about job hunting. No more; I am now gainfully employed. I started temporary work in October, then was offered a permanent position by the same firm (different branch, though) which started 13th December. Matou took a new job which actually started the same day, 13/12, as mine ... he's working in Birmingham in a position which puts his considerable programming and developmental talents to far better use than his previous job did. My job is fine too ... not exactly what I was looking for originally (and certainly not as high-paid as I had hoped for), but I like my boss a great deal, it's an easy commute and my workmates are pleasant enough (if not necessarily the sharpest tools in the shed, but never mind). With both of us starting new jobs and having somewhat more hectic schedules than previously, though, spending time on the computer has become a much lower priority. When we get home from work we tend to want to spend time with each other, rather than online (not that you all aren't a charming and scintillating bunch, but, well, you know ...!). I barely even check my email these days, I'm afraid ... Matou has to tell me if anyone has written to me. So apologies to anyone I have neglected -- I promise to try to change my ways!
As our many friends know, we are still active in the Midlands scene, helping out and participating in demos at the BBB and 'meeting/greeting'-DMing at Velvet Eden (an event that remains for us a highlight of every month -- thanks to the wonderful Blue Velvet and cerbie, VE has gone from strength to strength and is fast becoming the premier BDSM/fetish night in the Midlands ... at least in our humble opinions!). Small newsflash: apparently we're going to be helping out at the discussion/workshop/demo at the BBB this Sunday, so if you're there come and say hello.
And ... Matou and I remain absolutely besotted by and with each other. The D/s part of our relationship has always been its foundation, and even though we're busier in our 'vanilla' lives now and the D/s may not be so apparent to the casual onlooker, it's never far from the surface. All it takes is one word or one look from Matou and I know exactly who and what I am: *his* submissive, his property ... and his beloved. It's wonderful. And I am still convinced that I am the luckiest submissive in the world to belong to him.
Yes, yes, I know, I'm incredibly tedious when I go on like this. So rather than bore you all silly as I witter on and on I shall say goodbye (for now at least).
But not before saying to Matou:
Thank you for making me happier than I have ever been in my life. Ai shiteru, Sensei ... *itsumo*
**your** cerrynn{M}
Edited Thu 17 Feb 05, 7:19 PM by cerrynn1
| 17 Feb 05, 7:09 PM Jezzebelle UK, 10 yrs |
Lovely to hear you are both so well and that the job situation is resolved. I have missed you writing here. Will be at the BBB so hopefully we can catch up for five minutes Strokes to the fur people, hugs to you both. J xxx Before any word leaves your mouth it must be approved by the three gatekeepers. The first will ask: "Is it true?" The second will ask: "Is it necessary?" The third will ask: "Is it kind?" Anon | |
| 17 Feb 05, 7:12 PM MsVamp NZ, 12 yrs |
Of course we remember you hun
Welcome back, ltns, its about time etc etc
Biiiiig Hugggggggs Madness takes its toll - please have exact change. | |
| 17 Feb 05, 7:14 PM PFLsAgain UK, 7 yrs |
Yay, welcome back! We definitely missed your weblogs and I hope you can persuade Matou to pop in every now and then too When once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return. | |
| 17 Feb 05, 7:16 PM Jezzebelle UK, 10 yrs |
Seconds that emotion... J xx Before any word leaves your mouth it must be approved by the three gatekeepers. The first will ask: "Is it true?" The second will ask: "Is it necessary?" The third will ask: "Is it kind?" Anon | |
| 17 Feb 05, 7:19 PM corriander_THM UK(FY), 9 yrs |
Like the idea of the fur people; I am now owned by a cat as well as belonging to my Dom. Hugs Who says I can't be a feminist *and* a submissive? | |
| 17 Feb 05, 7:26 PM Purvection UK(M), 8 yrs |
Welcome back! So nice to see you on here again! Great news about the new jobs - congrats to you both! Huggles from me and Perverted... | |
| 17 Feb 05, 8:04 PM caprycorn 8 yrs |
About damn time woman!!
Welcome back xx "You're just jealous because the little voices are talking to me" | |
| 17 Feb 05, 8:45 PM anomie UK, 12 yrs |
Also glad to see you back!! Hope that you won't stay away so long next time. xx | |
| 18 Feb 05, 12:15 PM Goldenwulf 10 yrs |
OH how could anyone forget you .. seems so long since those halcyon days of the needle corset! Hugs you both and hope to see you soon Davey xxx | |
| 18 Feb 05, 5:58 PM alexandraa UK(NW), 8 yrs |
Awwwwwwwwww Good to know everything is fab and hello again at last alex xxx Be careful what you wish for |