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| Miss_Ruby_F |
on Tue 18 Oct 11, 12:16 PM to Miss_Ruby_F's blog.
The magicians trick,......
thats what we have come to know this as. The day had come to have our packs removed and to start dialating.
Lying on our backs we having these packs pulled slowely from out of us,... if you have ever watched a magician pull from his sleeve a constant stream of coloured paper or ribbon, that seems to go on for ever, then having your pack removed is just like that.
Moving onwards and across the next few days we learned to dialate, something we will be doing outside of our time in hospital for several months and beyond. There are other functions we had to re learn to do before we were let out from hospital but I'm sure you can guess what they are.
No really guess,..... cos' I ain't telling you,.... I ain't that crude ,.... well not in type anyway lol .
And so the last night arrived,.... Nicole and me went to the day room and spent roughly an hour there just chatting between midnight and the strike of 1 am. We shared some nit bits and spoke about what life maybe like once we are gone and about the fun we have had.
It was more than obvious that we were going to miss each.
Early morning 6.20 and I was already up, handing out cards to the lovely nurses who had looked after us. I was going to miss them to .
Mr Bell Ringer was round suprisingly early to tell us to be ready for a mid day discharge from the hospital. Which pleased us both as we were ready to go home. That morning seemed to move at lightspeed and in the blink of an eye I was hugging Nicole and then waving to her as she walked out, I didn't let her go without telling her a few things and thanking her for being a friend.
We both held back the tears, or so I thought,...
5 minutes passed and I got a text from Nicole, it told me that I had made her cry as she walked out the hospital and she went on to say some of the nicest things to me Ive ever read in a text and I broke down crying.
My family arrived and it was time to leave, I hugged every nurse and wished the next batch of girls all the luck in the world and then as I left the ward I just cried and cried,.... I cried in the car park and I cried in the car, I cried for most the journey and slept through the rest of the trip home.
Being home was so weird and it almost all seemed like a dream.
Its been over a week now since Ive been back and everyday since arriving home I have spoken to Nicole on the phone and in December we both have a check up back in London on the same day and within the same 45 mins . We are looking forward to that day so much.
The East Londoner and the Mancunian have come good and gone through so much together, our bond is stong and that time we spent together will never be forgotten,... ever.
Thank you for reading .
RHF
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| 18 Oct 11, 5:03 PM Shuna_Falling UK, 13 mths |
A new chapter just beginning, hun. Totally fab. It's really exciting. Hugs n love, shuna xx |
| 18 Oct 11, 8:04 PM MissGiving UK(BB), 17 mths |
Enjoyed reading your blogs, keep on being positive, your whole new life is ahead now. 
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| 19 Oct 11, 9:52 AM ladybabe2 UK(SK), 6 yrs |
Have followed your writings about your op and now is time for the butterfly to emerge.
My thoughts are with you and thank you for sharing... Don't make them a priority, when they only make you an option... |
