Posted by melody_A
on Mon 14 Feb 05, 3:47 PM to melody_A's blog.
Now, where did I get to?
Oh yeah? EE girl and I had fallen out with 'Mrs I think I'm so gorgeous – but I'm not”. So it was a fantastic opportunity for us to spend hours on the telephone and lunches out together.
She's quite forward. She's VERY attractive and knows it. She openly flirts with guys all the time – you see them physically go weak at the knees. But she's also quite fragile, the over confidence covers up for huge insecurities. She gets very depressed and suicidal; she told me the other day she doesn't know why someone like me is friends with someone like her. Weird, I say the same to Master.
Noooooooo....... not why does someone like me want to be friends with someone like her. I wonder why someone like Master wants someone like me.
We all have our demons.
So..... she says in her beautiful Eastern European voice 'Oh Mel, I'd kill myself if I ever lost you – say we'll be friends forever'. I kinda go weak at the knees, no-one has ever said that to me before. She leans across and touches my hand, holds it firmly and looks deep into my eyes.
We had a moment..... so confused, I've never felt these weird feeling for a woman before.
I have to leave, train to catch....... she kisses me on the cheek but holds her lips there for a lot longer than necessary. We both pull back slightly embarrassed and I reach for my coat – she pulls me back and tells me we have to kiss twice 'Bosnian style'.
So we do.
I have to go, she's getting the bill. I glace back at her through the window – she blows me a kiss.
Edited Mon 14 Feb 05, 4:50 PM by melody_A
