Posted by melody_A
on Fri 11 Feb 05, 7:36 PM to melody_A's blog.
Right, I feel it's time for an update on my EE friend at college. When we started there were three of us who kinda hanged around together (yes, I am aware I sound like a twelve year old). Then last week we (EE girl and I) sort of fell out with the other girl. I told her something and she broke my trust – but that's really not important. The important thing is that since the falling out it's just been EE girl and I hanging out together.
I did listen to all the advice about not doing anything, thanks peeps. But, it wasn't what I really wanted to hear.
Actually what I wanted was, for Master to start a discussion with me about the whole bi-sexual thing, and, he didn't. It's made me really sad, I realised he obviously doesn't read my weblogs anymore, I don't think he has for months. When I posted all the stuff about my sister I expected him to comment on it – only he didn't. Oh, he was a great support, but I feel hurt that he can't be bothered to read this. It's not like I post anywhere else, or there is a log every night for him to wade through.
I mentioned to him the other week that I'd posted something and was surprised he hadn't commented on it; and he told me that he'd lost this address when is 'bookmarks' were wiped clean – then he sent me an email that night asking for the link. I ignored that email because I wanted him to make more of an effort to find it – and nothing more has been said.
God I am a whinging cow – last week Master flew to Scotland and bought me a fabulous new(ish) car. Never has such a powerful, sexy, 'grown-up motor before – probably kill myself within a week. He's fantastic in other ways, takes care of me practically and really cherishes me – so why do I feel so hurt he doesn't read my weblogs?
I KNOW it is the time of the month approaching, so I'll probably be fine tomorrow.
Oh, I was going to tell you about the developments with EE girl wasn't I?
I can't do this now... I've rambled on too long as it is.
Might do it tomorrow (that's if anyone is interested) – dunno.
melody xx
| 11 Feb 05, 7:38 PM goodghirl UK, 8 yrs  |
Nooooooo tell now !!! *G* you can't tease like that ggxx
Do it trembling if you must, but do it. | ||
| 11 Feb 05, 8:07 PM melody_A UK, 8 yrs |
I'll tell in due course.... (this is just to ensure you come back and read another of my weblogs) I warn you, you're going to be mighty disappointed. mel x | ||
| 11 Feb 05, 9:12 PM Mrs_EStim UK(WC), 8 yrs |
Nah your never disappointing hun. Main thing is do what feels right for you,. Caz | ||
| 11 Feb 05, 11:43 PM corriander_THM UK(FY), 9 yrs |
EEEK, no. I won't sleep now. Tomorrow is ages away! Who says I can't be a feminist *and* a submissive? | ||
| 12 Feb 05, 10:07 PM eloesa UK(SO), 7 yrs       |
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