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25th August 2006 at 16:25 (8)

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Posted by Relaxed_and_Chaotic on Wed 24 Aug 11, 9:04 PM to Relaxed_and_Chaotic's blog.

This is why I'm feeling crap, not breathing right, stifling sobs, wanting to just scream at the ether...

The actual anniversary is tomorrow, the 25th; I still miss her like it was this afternoon. It still hurts, the agony is back, she spoke to me for the last time five years ago this evening...

I'm just a little girl who wants her mum...

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24 Aug 11, 9:13 PM
Ama_Sidero
UK(GU), 7 yrs


hugs gabrielle. There are never any words which would really help. ((((you))))

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24 Aug 11, 9:27 PM
x_Lia_x
2 yrs
I know how you feel, I lost my Mum five years ago in October and I always want my Mum. I even kept the same mobile number I had, until recently because my Mum knew it off by heart! X

No point flogging a dead horse!

24 Aug 11, 9:45 PM
sub55y
UK(HA), 15 mths
You only have one mum,but they live on in our memories forever. x
24 Aug 11, 10:06 PM
x_Lia_x
2 yrs
Two Saturdays ago, it was like I lost my Mum all over again. I have been taking St Johns Wort for some time now and it finally kicked in that Saturday. I felt like I did twenty plus years ago.

I suddenly thought of my Mum and the fact that she hadn't seen me like that for years before she died and I cried like a baby for half the day.

My thoughts by the end of the day were that if she could see me now (and I'm sure she can!) she would be pleased for me and happy that I am finally myself again :)

Gabrielle, I hope this week is not too tough on you X

No point flogging a dead horse!

24 Aug 11, 11:06 PM
fellatrix
UK, 2 yrs
After 18 years I still find myself thinking I should phone my mum.

We never stop wanting our mums :(

24 Aug 11, 11:27 PM
Missdirection
UK(LL), 3 yrs

It will be four years in November and not a day goes by when I don't think of my mum - to be able to just talk to her, hear her voice, laugh with her or just talk about nothing xx

Sorry? Did that hurt?

25 Aug 11, 9:50 AM
foxycherry
UK(SE), 2 yrs
You are in my thoughts...big hugs coming your way xxxxxxx

What do you want me to be?

25 Aug 11, 2:23 PM
Shypeachybottom
UK, 20 mths
foxycherry wrote:
You are in my thoughts...big hugs coming your way xxxxxxx

Ditto ... remember she will always be in your heart xxx

There's a somebody I'm longing to see, I hope that he turns out to be, someone to watch over me
I'm a little lamb who's lost in the wood, I know I could always be good, to one who'll watch over me (Ella Fitzgerald)

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