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Posted by Xafar on Sun 7 Aug 11, 10:04 AM to Xafar's blog.

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i was thinking that if we did get some time away this weekend from the folks...

a few hours free for that 'shopping' i mentioned...

the 'shopping' in the woods...

the sort of 'shopping' we do when we bring nothing back with us...

and i know already the woods we would go 'shopping' in...

i could do that thing...

that swamping thing...

you know...

when i do not quite look at you...

and my voice becomes a little quieter...

and the things i say become matter of fact...

as i become remote...

and detached...

and cold...

and really not quite the person you know...

and i begin to treat you like a thing...

you remember how that goes...

i tell...

and you do...

that part of me that does not understand words like compassion...

or consensual...

or kind...

the person that ignores you when you say "no..."

the part of me that just does...

and takes...

and enjoys what he does...

the part of me that i think you are a little bit scared of...

scared of because of the things he makes you do...

and perhaps...

just perhaps...

one day...

he really could hurt you...

the part of me that covers your personality...

then prevents you thinking...

and stops you saying it is wrong...

that makes you animal...

the part of me that reduces you...

and makes you a hole...

the part of me that swamps you...

so if we did get those hours free...

and we did make it into those woods...

and i did that thing...

that nasty thing...

and reduced you...

and hurt you...

and used you...

if i turned off your mind and i made you mine and took my time before rage arrived and i enjoyed you... in that way that i do... would you... could you... love me just that little bit more...???

well could you...???

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7 Aug 11, 10:10 AM gentlemusings UK(M), 19 mths	I think she definatly could... who couldn't... x Submission is giving your heart and love freely knowing what joy and pain will come of it.... The real choice is how that gift is cherished!
7 Aug 11, 10:13 AM Xafar UK(S), 12 yrs £	gentlemusings wrote: I think she definatly could... who couldn't... x is odd what some people will turn down... and even more odd what they will except... funny old world... thank fuck... Mac "Me Man Whore... You Jane..."
7 Aug 11, 10:17 AM gentlemusings UK(M), 19 mths	Just from this subs point of view... accepting is giving and thats what its about. It's christmas all over again, open the gift and see whats inside! Submission is giving your heart and love freely knowing what joy and pain will come of it.... The real choice is how that gift is cherished!
7 Aug 11, 10:22 AM Xafar UK(S), 12 yrs £	gentlemusings wrote: Just from this subs point of view... accepting is giving and thats what its about. It's christmas all over again, open the gift and see whats inside! a puppy...??? a kitten...??? a giraffe...??? a wildebeest...??? a penguin...??? so many things it could be... ~beams~ Mac "Me Man Whore... You Jane..."
7 Aug 11, 10:23 AM Suitably_Twisted UK(S), 2 yrs	Oh I think she could.. after reading this how could any 'she' refuse.. That thing Come and join The Country Munch
7 Aug 11, 10:26 AM gentlemusings UK(M), 19 mths	Xafar wrote: gentlemusings wrote: Just from this subs point of view... accepting is giving and thats what its about. It's christmas all over again, open the gift and see whats inside! a puppy...??? a kitten...??? a giraffe...??? a wildebeest...??? a penguin...??? so many things it could be... ~beams~ Mac Thats very true... but who would want to leave the gift unopened and on the table for so long... that must take some will power! I'd be ripping the wrapping off.. Submission is giving your heart and love freely knowing what joy and pain will come of it.... The real choice is how that gift is cherished!
7 Aug 11, 10:26 AM gentlemusings UK(M), 19 mths	Woman_of_Substance wrote: Oh I think she could.. after reading this how could any 'she' refuse.. That thing ^^^^ agrees totally! lol Submission is giving your heart and love freely knowing what joy and pain will come of it.... The real choice is how that gift is cherished!
7 Aug 11, 10:35 AM Xafar UK(S), 12 yrs £	Woman_of_Substance wrote: Oh I think she could.. after reading this how could any 'she' refuse.. That thing now you had to go and lower the tone by mentioning cock... and here was i thinking this was going to be a nice... clean... weblog for once... some people... etc... indeed... Mac "Me Man Whore... You Jane..."
7 Aug 11, 10:37 AM gentlemusings UK(M), 19 mths	Xafar wrote: Woman_of_Substance wrote: Oh I think she could.. after reading this how could any 'she' refuse.. That thing now you had to go and lower the tone by mentioning cock... and here was i thinking this was going to be a nice... clean... weblog for once... some people... etc... indeed... Mac who mentioned cock... not me and not WOS!!! It's in you mind ... or on it! Submission is giving your heart freely knowing what joy and pain will come of it...
7 Aug 11, 10:37 AM Xafar UK(S), 12 yrs £	gentlemusings wrote: Xafar wrote: gentlemusings wrote: Just from this subs point of view... accepting is giving and thats what its about. It's christmas all over again, open the gift and see whats inside! a puppy...??? a kitten...??? a giraffe...??? a wildebeest...??? a penguin...??? so many things it could be... ~beams~ Mac Thats very true... but who would want to leave the gift unopened and on the table for so long... that must take some will power! I'd be ripping the wrapping off.. i always take my time opening things like that... open them slowly... bit by bit... without damaging the paper... it is a gift before the gift... Mac "Me Man Whore... You Jane..."

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