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| mia |
on Mon 1 Aug 11, 10:53 AM to mia's blog.
He took me to that scary place in my head. He took me past pain, past struggle, past hate, past love. I visited each of those places and fought each one of them as i felt each stage and anticipated where he was taking me next.
He laughed as i kicked out, then cuffed my feet together, around the post. He forced me to concentrate. He stopped me drifting.
Tears streamed down my face. Long, deep breaths were taken between sobs and screams. Tenderly he came over to me and wiped my tears away. Cruelly, he tasted them in front of me and laughed as he hurt me more.
I could not take any more. He continued.
At some point it must have stopped. I don't remember how or why or when, but i know it did. My crying didn't stop here though. He dragged me over to the swinging chair and told me to sit down. I still cried. I hated him. I couldn't stand or see or think, all i could do was hate. I whispered that i hated him. He asked me to repeat it and as i did, his hand went down there.
He roughly brought me to the place i was trying not to get to. All the time he was laughing. I loved him at this moment like i've never loved him before. Even writing this is bringing me to tears, remembering the feeling. As i came and he snarled "Fucking slut" at me, i got there. I got to that place.
In this place, those silly questions people ask like "Would you let him cut off your arm?" etc, would have been met with a puzzled 'Yes', or a quiet nod. At this point, there was no love, no hate, no struggle, no pain, no pleasure, no me. There was just him.
I was just his.
I am just his.
Just his.
x
| 1 Aug 11, 11:04 AM anne_marie UK(SE), 5 yrs |
excellent x If the above post upsets you please contact xAdamx He WILL punish me. Please note I will enjoy said punishment. |
| 1 Aug 11, 11:27 AM DominaFire UK(RG), 3 yrs |
Wow I'm gonna close my eyes and count to 10 and when I open them again, everything will make sense to me then |
| 1 Aug 11, 11:50 AM Helen_Back UK(MK), 4 yrs |
Its blogs like this, that make me miss bottoming/submitting. Beautiful. |
| 1 Aug 11, 12:30 PM goodghirl UK, 8 yrs |
what a beautiful blog, gives us all hope x |
| 1 Aug 11, 12:36 PM vixylix 2 yrs |
I can't imagine... It sounds both scary as hell and heavenly all at once... I just can't imagine... My blog: http://wifeinlove.wordpress.com/ |
| 1 Aug 11, 1:30 PM flame_lily UK(NW), 7 yrs    |
Amazing...sounds like the most incredible place to be. Scary as hell but peaceful all at the same time. Thank-you for sharing |
| 1 Aug 11, 2:11 PM mia UK(M), 4 yrs     |
Thank you for your kind words everyone. x Quick Lynn, run, they're sex people |
| 1 Aug 11, 11:31 PM Incandescence UK, 3 yrs |
Ah, I think a little bit of melty stuff just dripped off my heart  In the beginning god created man ... that was his first mistake ... everybody knows the lady should always come first |
| 2 Aug 11, 6:13 PM poutanaki UK(M), 10 yrs |
Awww. Lovely. You are so pretty when you're on your knees. Disinfected, eager to please. |
| 2 Aug 11, 7:57 PM Taintedinnocence UK(S), 6 yrs |
Wow. Amazing blog. Beautiful. Inspiring. I love reading about something so real, so passionate. Thank you so much for sharing. xxx |
