Posted by pinkreindeer
on Sun 6 Feb 05, 4:57 PM to pinkreindeer's blog.
is always special? well, maybe not in the sense of blogs....
i'd just like to introduce myself really...i'm pink, and me and my fiance are in the process of becoming a 24/7 D/s couple! hurray for us!
i've been reading around a lot and dicsovered one bit i've been going wrong in...namely, i think i've been pushing the issue too much...'DOM ME DAMMIT' is a bloody brilliant article...i now understand a lot more why He is nervous about it and i'm going to make it a lot easier for Him in the future!
so i started today...well, i've often liked the idea of domestic service, but i've been waiting for Him to tell me to do it...
today i got up off my arse and cleaned the house from top to bottom, even doing the yucky jobs that i hate...like cleaning out the cat litter (i swear i nearly threw up!). just to be a nice surprise for Him when He gets home from work....working on sundays sucks...
am not sure what else to do though, there is tons of stuff that we have spoken about and want to try...unfortunatley, i don't want to force anything and He is a little shy about it all...which, at least, is apparently not unusual.
well, i think this blog might even help things like that...i have done it on my own initiative, but i'm sure it will become something that He instructs me to do...
gods, i didn't know i had this much to say, i guess i had more on my chest than i thought...i suppose it's harder for Him...even though i try not to i know that sometimes (well, quite often really!) i pressure Him...i'm just over eager really...it just feels soooooooooooo (etc etc) good when He really takes control....
at the risk of blathering on all day, ill go now!
signing off,
pinkxxx
p.s am looking for people to talk to!!!!
