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on Mon 27 Jun 11, 9:24 PM to Adverse_Camber's blog.
A sharp reminder for me today of how the layers disguise, but don't mend. Wonderweb for the soul...
Friday night...a wonderful spectacular eyefeastery Antichrist...a release from weeks of pent-up frustration.
It was sooooo good, so good~
To rip into that unspoilt skin...to watch that platinum magnificence writhe and gasp...check in to see if enough was enough yet. To have that choice left to me, to try and re-cage my snarling sadist. To ask your watcher if you'd had enough yet...out of the corner of my eye observe her wincing with you...remembering how I used to get tearful watching.
| I knew she loved it...but it made me cry still. And today...and every sunny day that there has been this year...I wear the skirt she bought me. Back to the gypsy that I was... |
Then to stop...let you go...again. And segue into my beloved...strike harder and harder...biting, cutting merciless canestrokes...but no space, no space to show my other kind of love...no space to hold you or he...to shush away the pain...to thank you both for alleviating mine.
| and clad in latex and pvc...I am shiny and strong, sadistic and hard...yet today, in the sunshine, I remember softer days of nights spent in the back of a car...cotton clad and wrapped in the smell of leather and sweat...fear dispelled by hopes and dreams, barefoot paintings bartered for beer... |
And they scream~
The worst things in life come free to us.
Free to Us.
Edited Tue 28 Jun 11, 10:27 PM by Adverse_Camber
