Life is too short (3)

Posted by Buzz22 on Fri 10 Jun 11, 1:24 PM to Buzz22's blog.

This morning I had the very pleasant task of a hospital appointment. Some things have been happening to me which are very unpleasant and worrying. So at 8 this morning I was waiting for my scan with various things going through my mind.

What I really need at this moment is people being nice and supportive to me. I am worried, feeling poorly and stressed because of work. Instead of support from people they are too busy cutting chunks out of each other. I have not told my family about what is going on with my health because they have enough going on and I don't want to worry them.

So where are my texts and conversations from people concerned about me. The main aim for the people I know is to win arguments and not to back down and this is not aimed at one singular person btw.

Well your a long time dead and if anything happens to me I don't want anyone saying "I wish I had spent more time with him" "I regret what I said to him" "wish I had been nicer to him" etc etc.

This is the final straw for me, pack it in and if you can't do that then never talk to me again. This by the way is for 3 people. Not a single one so do not start going on that I am having digs at you.

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10 Jun 11, 2:13 PM
Ama_Sidero
UK(GU), 7 yrs

***hugs***

Been there. There is nothing like thinking you might die to make you stop and think about things - and about the time we waste on absolute *shit* - most of it negative.

I hope you are ok and the positivity comes back. Life is too short.

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10 Jun 11, 2:31 PM
Puddin_Von_Puss
UK(WA), 6 yrs

I went through months of test, still am, and I'm glad of them. I hope you get the help and support you need and things start to move forward in a more positive way for you.

In the mean time I'm sending you one of those Hatty Jakes type hugs where I squash your head against my boobs. Always helps.

It's the little things Dude, the little things.

11 Jun 11, 3:07 AM
Buzz22
UK, 8 yrs

Thank you for the well wishes. This was never about my health because I am sure that I will get better. Just not sure over what period of time.

This is about people and how they choose to behave.