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Isn't so bad ![]()
As my Master has said He wants me to focus on my appearance and trying to please Him as a "Harem girl" type styley, that's what I've been doing.
I've been really quite ill, but am gradually getting better. I have extremely limited energy. However knowing where my Master wants me to spend my energy helps a lot.
My Master has been insistent that I rest a lot this weekend, to prepare for the busy weekends we have coming up. But I have managed to fit in:
- Going out for dinner, then a drink, then hot sex after - Play (hopefully more to come) - Lots of dressing up pretty, hair done, sexy outfits, nails filed, full make up etc - A massage for my Master
I am hoping for more play tonight. Unfortunately after one bout of play I was too exhausted to continue - I was hoping to have a break and carry on but I fell asleep! Equally my Master wanted to play after the massage but I was exhausted and had back ache - but hopefully we shall continue later once I've had a rest ![]()
Over the next few weekends we have lots of fun coming up - Bridgewood, Fem Sub Club, and the theatre as "Our time" in addition to lots of fun with friends and family. I am busy debating what to wear, and also when do I get my nails done again (I use Shellac which lasts a few weeks) - before Bridgewood, FSC or my birthday at the end of the month?!? Probably FSC?!?
Anyway, I am very happy and submission is going well I think. I'm still far from perfect (food diary a BIG fail atm) - but I am trying and my Master seems happy at the moment I think. We've had a lot of fun this weekend and I'm hoping for more - my Master has bought some new toys (we played with some of them last night
) I am also hoping to make it to the gym next week. My personal trainer has left (boo
) which means I need to motivate myself more and does mean I will save money, which is great
- I am gonna put the money towards paying off my credit card, whilst I am still busy trying to save towards all these nice trips we are having! I would like to go to "box fit" but I am scared of holding the pads, and also that I will make a fool of myself - but I do really enjoy boxing (at least on pads)
Anyway, that's enough burbling for now