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Suffering, Fear of Suffering and Oblivion (9)

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Posted by Ima_Kant on Wed 16 Mar 11, 10:55 AM to Ima_Kant's blog.

What is the ultimate point of life?

When you think long and hard about it, it boils down to this:

All Nature or He-Who-Moves-In-A-Fucking-Mysterious-Way has to offer us is suffering, fear of suffering and oblivion – it's crazy, absurd, bonkers.

Well, that was what I was thinking as I lay in bed by myself this morning after Juki had gotten up and gone to work.

The fact of the matter is that too much thinking is definitely not good for you… however trying not to think leads to even more thinking and you end up even more fucked up… again, it's all bonkers.

I realised then what was even more bonkers was that, most probably, this evening I would be stripping naked prior to prostrating myself on the bed then having my tiny penis flogged hard several times followed by the application of over a hundred stinging strokes of the cane to my naked buttocks. In addition, to heap humiliation to my agonies, the whole session will be filmed and the highlights uploaded to SpankingTube where 'strange' strangers can post derogatory remarks about me.

Why the fuck do I do this?

Why am I addicted to the pain of corporal punishment and humiliation?

I suppose it could be some sort of vanity or attention seeking… I don't know.

To further confuse matters I will be giving Juki, my punisher tonight, a good caning Thursday or Friday – we're fucking weird.

Time to log out and get on with some chores.

Edited Wed 16 Mar 11, 11:02 AM by Ima_Kant

Replies

16 Mar 11, 11:01 AM
Grownup_Frankie
UK, 4 yrs
Appreciation of Irony is a Saving Grace.

"Yet I rejoice in the great harm done me, for this reason only, that I am more mine being yours, than were I mine." - Michelangelo

16 Mar 11, 1:21 PM
geoff917
UK(CO), 3 yrs

Interesting post Jules,..........not sure I get it but you were always more profound than me - lol!

"In order to finish first, you must first finish".....Roger Penske

16 Mar 11, 5:31 PM
Ima_Kant
UK(PO), 3 yrs

Grownup_Frankie wrote:
Appreciation of Irony is a Saving Grace.

Thanks GUP.... Johnny Mathis had it right: There are more questions than answers!!!

http://www.caningjuki.com/

16 Mar 11, 5:33 PM
Ima_Kant
UK(PO), 3 yrs

geoff917 wrote:
Interesting post Jules,..........not sure I get it but you were always more profound than me - lol!

I don't know about that Geoff... I guess I've never really got over the shock of being born!!!

Hope you okay?

http://www.caningjuki.com/

16 Mar 11, 9:43 PM
geoff917
UK(CO), 3 yrs

Ima_Kant wrote:
geoff917 wrote:
Interesting post Jules,..........not sure I get it but you were always more profound than me - lol!

I don't know about that Geoff... I guess I've never really got over the shock of being born!!!

Hope you okay?

V V well my friend, best to you and Juki!!

"In order to finish first, you must first finish".....Roger Penske

17 Mar 11, 12:14 AM
SquireRaglan
UK(SW), 6 yrs

Ima_Kant wrote:
Suffering, Fear of Suffering and Oblivion

.... too much thinking is definitely not good for you… however trying not to think leads to even more thinking and you end up even more fucked up...

Indeed. Why not take up meditation as a counterbalance?

...

17 Mar 11, 10:14 AM
Once_Upon_A_Time
17 mths
There is a theory that all suffering is learning, and therefore the point of life is to gain wisdom. (Perhaps the OP is craving education?)

Well, I say "a theory" but what I really mean is "my theory". I expect somebody else has already thought of it, mind... still, I may attempt to prove it one of these fine weblogs.

17 Mar 11, 1:30 PM
Ima_Kant
UK(PO), 3 yrs

SquireRaglan wrote:
Ima_Kant wrote:
Suffering, Fear of Suffering and Oblivion

.... too much thinking is definitely not good for you… however trying not to think leads to even more thinking and you end up even more fucked up...

Indeed. Why not take up meditation as a counterbalance?

I have tried it but I either fall asleep or get fidgety - there's no pleasing me!

Thanks though

http://www.caningjuki.com/

17 Mar 11, 1:32 PM
Ima_Kant
UK(PO), 3 yrs

Once_Upon_A_Time wrote:
There is a theory that all suffering is learning, and therefore the point of life is to gain wisdom. (Perhaps the OP is craving education?)

Well, I say "a theory" but what I really mean is "my theory". I expect somebody else has already thought of it, mind... still, I may attempt to prove it one of these fine weblogs.

Interesting slant... I'll think about that... whoops that's my problem :-D

Thanks

http://www.caningjuki.com/

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