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Posted by billybofh
on Mon 9 Sep 02, 5:12 PM to billybofh's blog.
A question which has been tickling my imagination of
late and giving me the occasional smile as I play with
ideas it gives me 
The question originally came from William Burroughs when some people sent him a letter telling of a machine which could answer any question he had for a small fee...
But in relation to D/s - it's an interesting question... I occasionally switch - but it's mostly on the experimenting/torture side rather than as a "Real Dom(tm)" - so I've never really felt the urge or desire to control someone in a D/s sense (although *nix administration is another matter entirely.....)
Just curious really - if you feel the need to control as
in intrinsic "need" (the much same way I feel the need
to be controlled as an intrinsic need) - have you ever
thought or felt that you were being controlled by your
need to control? Have you ever found yourself swearing
at a toilet-flush demanding that it "just bloody work..
I command you to work"? for instance? (::coughs and
looks no-where in particular and munches a cookie:
I know I am quite often controlled by my need to *be* controlled, so my behaviour will be altered, conciously or otherwise, in order to get myself reigned in and re-controlled.
Strange really once you start to think about it....
Anyway... I'm off to watch Naked Lunch again....
Ph.. no.. I'm not.... it's got munched by a rogue VCR....
Well.. Dr.Who it is then
Edited Mon 9 Sep 02, 5:26 PM by billybofh
