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| Mr_Bone |
The Dreams
I'm at the club, again. Alone. I go there most nights. Gem is there. So too Ruth, Micha, Helen, Lizzie, Charlotte - all happy and having fun. And there She is: the Queen of all my dreams. I can't believe She's coming over. My brain is starting to boil. I'm short-circuiting. Melting. Dizzy. Everything goes swimmy around me. Words begin to gush from my mouth: I tell Her how much I love Her, how much I miss Her; I tell Her I'm completely lost without Her. She turns to a man I didn't see before and She kisses him as they embrace. They smile at each other and I see I am forgotten, but I can't stop myself from watching as their bodies entwine. I want to tell Her how sorry I am, how much I miss Her, how long since I last kissed or was held by another, but I know it would do no good. None. I try to smile, but have to turn away as the tears roll from my eyes.
I wake up weeping and lonely.
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And so it goes on. A myriad of similar dreams that haunt me each and every time I lay me down to sleep. And this after almost three years of solitude!
Two years of alcohol. Five court appearances. Eighteen months of probation. Seven pieces of a shattered soul...
| 13 Jan 11, 12:14 PM xXx_scarlet_xXx UK, 4 yrs |
Mr Bone, so good to see you here again. I was wondering about you after your move. xxxxx dawn (º•.¸(¨*•.¸¸.•*¨)¸.•º) «.•°•. feleena .•°•.» (¸.•º(¸.•¨**¨•.¸)º•.¸) | |
| 13 Jan 11, 1:53 PM Jezzebelle UK, 10 yrs |
Sometimes life surprises us and we find what we need when we least expect to... I hope life perks up for you soon, good to see you here again!  http://www.flickr.com/photos/jezzebelle/ | |
| 13 Jan 11, 3:24 PM Mr_Bone UK(CB), 6 yrs |
Thank you, dear sweet ladies, for those kind words. It's nice to be remembered, when so much else now is forgotten. I think I may have come home at long last... I've seen things people wouldn't believe - yet all such moments will be lost in time... Like tears in rain... | |
| 13 Jan 11, 5:46 PM Jezzebelle UK, 10 yrs |
In which case... Welcome home! http://www.flickr.com/photos/jezzebelle/ | |
| 14 Jan 11, 4:43 AM MizzScarlett UK, 4 yrs  |
It is good to see you posting again ... but not good that you're so sad  |
