Posted by LittleMissEvil on Fri 7 Jan 11, 10:08 PM to LittleMissEvil's blog.
This is kind of a weird entry, today after work I was sat waiting for the bus and the oddest thoughts popped in to my head and made me giggle. Now the whole subject area of what happened isn't funny by a long shot, it was the few hours after I had someone try to rape me. But the three thoughts that popped in to my head was firstly about having to stand outside of a canopy to have a cigarette with a police man, cause the smoking ban in the UK had come in to effect the week or so before and he said if I stood under it he would have to give me a £50 fine.
The second thought was about my parents saying that I should have called them from the train station and they would have come to pick me up instead of getting the train home on my own. Finally was the thought about just wanting to have sex with my then girlfriend.
Now previously if I had thought about this event it would normally affect me really badly and I would have had the 'what if someone hadn't had stopped him….' And then I end up all depressed and what not for the rest of the day. But this just made me giggle; I am starting to think that maybe just maybe my brain has finally dealt with all that crap. Anyhow it's funny how our brains work some times. So I thought I would share this interesting event with everyone.
