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| Scribbles |
Right, so, here's what happened. A nice guy - go on, shudder and roll your eyes... OK, now you've done that, so we got in touch. He said he was only looking for friendship. I fancied him, but reckoned he'd be fine as a friend: win/win. Exchanged a lot of messages. Met up. Got on. Planned to meet again (he lives a long way away). Physical attraction on both sides, acknowledged, and now we both look forward to acting on it.
Then yesterday evening he met someone. She shares his main interest. He said it felt like they'd known each other for 5 years. I tell myself she's just what I'd want for him. Great.
Ow. Bloody ow, is all.
He's not around. A few emollient words would probably go a long way. (I imagine they will include "but you're poly - how can you be jealous?") He'll be around later.
Today was a shit day. My husband got some shit news and we had a shitty Big Conversation.
I'm kind of done with 2010 really.
(PS I posted this here because for the usual weird reasons I wanted to emote in public and I'm pretty sure he doesn't use this site. I'm not expecting it to be of any interest. Maybe I should have told the gentle reader this first...)
Edited Thu 30 Dec 10, 9:19 PM by Scribbles
| 22 Feb 11, 10:51 PM Unbeaten UK, 5 yrs  |
You write so well ..emote away |
