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I'm archiving my profile here so I can set up a new one without losing all the old 
Little Imp: BDSM alt model. Painter. Writer. Poi Dancer. Whore! [not really. Well, only to my loved ones...!]
Hello you
Come on in and take a look around. No no, there's no need to take your shoes off, I don't mind getting a bit mucky. Tea? Biccy? Or something stronger perhaps? I've just made some sloe gin, it's only got a tiny bit of vanilla in it..it's mostly fruit, it's good for you, honest! Anyway, have a bit of a sit down, put your feet up, and I'll tell you a bit about myself while you're here.
Well, about a year and a half ago, a friend took me to my first munch. I'd like to say my resulting whorishness was all her fault, but frankly, I think I've always been a massive pervert, I just lacked for ways to express it..
I'm a submissive, bisexual, polyamorous, masochist. I'm a hugely sexual, sensual person. I'm an intense, passionate, animalistic, loving, gentle, violent, noisy, shy, exhibitionist. I'm a mass of contradictions and I love having an outlet for all of these facets of my character.
BDSM means two things for me - sex, and people. Everything about BDSM is sex, to me, and vice versa: the play of leather on skin, the drop of my eyes when he looks at me in *that* way - all of it.
I simply cannot do without both BDSM, and the relationships which develop from it; I'm rubbish at not loving people - I love my friends and sexual partners more easily than not. The depth and intensity of that love may vary hugely, but whether expressed through listening to my sweetheart of a friend on the phone while she talks through a crisis; cuddling someone I've just met in the pub; fleeting kisses which taste of gin and cigarette smoke, holding an old friend's hand while she does something she's scared of; sucking cock (mmm, my favourite); trusting enough to scream 'you fucking cunt, I'm going to take your fucking face off with my fingernails' at someone while they beat me; wanting someone to be so close that skin to skin won't do - I need them *inside* me as well; or dropping my barriers enough to open myself bare, stretched, raw, and whispering 'thankyou Sir', to the one person I'll ever say that to... ...it's all about being close, and intimate, and about acts of love and pleasure. Nothing where two (or more!) people bring joy to each other, can ever be wrong, if it's not hurting anyone else, or hidden, or deceitful.
I've come to realise that more than one person can own the whole of my body, my mind, and my heart. I own these things, and will always be free to give them where and when I choose. Yet I also belong to the people that I love, and they to me. My hand in yours, my smile for you, because I like you. Your lips to mine, our breath combines, because I want you. My heart to yours, and yours to mine, because I love you.
I am not single. I am polyamorous. I'm married, and my adored and beloved non-kinky husband is fully aware and consenting of everything I do. I am in a violently delightful intense D/s relationship with my boyfriend and my dominant. For me, being poly means being able to have more than one intimate, loving relationship at a time, with the full knowledge and consent of everyone involved.
As I've journeyed further in BDSM and sexual fulfillment, I've become softer, less aggressive. That doesn't mean I don't still like to play like the vicious little hellcat I am. And it doesn't mean I won't call a cock a cock, if some wanky 'dom(me)' [I use the word in its loosest interpretation] tries the old 'kneel bitch' on me. But there are things I thought I'd never do, never *want* to do, that I find myself opening up to now, and seeking out. There was a long list of stuff that I didn't think I would tolerate, having tried it and not liked it. I'm now finding out how different it is when you try those things with the right person.
I used to have quite a rant about this on my profile, in the hopes it would put off potential idiots. Trouble is, they never read down that far, so it was pointless anyway! If you've got this far, welcome, and here's a supplementary biccy Another tea? Gin?
I'm bisexual - not quite gender-blind because I do relate differently to different genders, but I'm attracted to the people I'm attracted to, both emotionally and sexually, irrespective of gender, which extends to TV/TS. [caveat: not much of a fan of badly made up middle-aged blokes in a dress with their dong hanging out of their knickers, who think this will help them pull a fit bird in a fetish club]
I do play casually with people (more often women) - usually bottoming rather than submitting, not often, and never with men I don't know - but I am not looking for any other relationships right now. I already have everything I need.
My sexuality is profoundly submissive. I'm often asked if I switch, and greeted with amazed disbelief when I say - no, never. In everyday life I am in control (bossy), feisty (bad-tempered), energetic (hyperactive). I'm not a life submissive. But I adore becoming the person who can give up, give in, totally. It's hard for me - most people can't get me there, or for more than a moment. I should probably come with a warning label saying 'For your own safety, we advise using restraints'! It's wise to tie me down when I'm getting beaten - it means I can relax and not worry about injuring somebody...I'm generally referred to, with understated tact, as 'a bit of a handful'.
Things I've tried that I like:
Force and fear play
I find it incredibly empowering to be forced – forced to endure pain, forced to endure abuse - degrading, humiliating, shaming, abuse. Faux-danger turns me on. I like to be frightened and hurt. Consensual non-consensual sex, rape play, role-play – I need, I crave, I must have, this. Cuffs around my wrists, or a hand holding me down, on my throat, my hair, over, or in, my mouth. I have a bit of a thing for knives. Blunt for play and sharp for the thrill. Cutting and punch play, during a really terrifying rape. Violent, vicious, visceral.
Intense and Expressive play
I like my BDSM dark, nasty, violent, and very very rough. Being roughly handled, held down, slammed into things, smashed up, fucked up, slapped, thrown to the floor or smacked up against a wall – it just blows my mind. I need to trust in the emotional strength of the person I'm playing with, and when I do, it's incredibly liberating. I can scream an inch away from their face that 'I fucking hate you, you're a motherfucking cunt, get the fuck off me and leave me alone!!' it's an act of passion for me, and incredibly intense. I love to express myself, in words, with body, and touch.
Dirty Talk
I love, no – ADORE – language, and verbal gets me so wet. His voice ('I am going to just stick my fucking dick in you and get myself off using your wet little pussy'), and my own, whimpering ('no, please – don't. Stop! You're hurting me, please! Please!'), whispering ('Please, please, I want you in my mouth, please let me taste you, please'). I write a lot of weblogs, both blog entries as a record of my journey, and BDSM porn fiction. http://kinkforimp.blogspot.com/
Sensual play
And by this I don't mean messing around with soft floggers and hitting like a girl *ducks* 
I'm a very tactile person and love to be cuddled, hugged, stroked, physically flirted with. I adore the touch, scent, taste, sound, and sight of my beloved.
Pain
While I wouldn't describe myself as a pain slut, *might be a lie*, pain for me is a route into submission, a reminder of who the one in control is. I am a masochist, and pain gets me wet. I'm a complete whore for spanking, and more…canes, whips, crops…scratching and biting, yes, biting I love. So visceral, yet tender. Mmmmm….
Things I've tried that I didn't like:
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Feeling undignified. I'm not talking humiliation play here, just stuff that makes me feel 'that must look stupid'. Being hit with a spatula, for example. Clothes pegs, that sort of thing. Unsexy, and dull.
Not really a big fan of Shibari, extensive rope work etc. Unless it's very fast. All that faffing around with knots. Can't you just pin me down with your hands or something handy, and beat the shit out of me?!
Things that people have said to me that amused me:
'You're a misfit's misfit' [very true]
'I've run through your profile, which not only makes good sense, but presents a very enticing picture.....with a couple of big exceptions. I don't like consensual-non-consensual, and I really don't like violence. Pain yes, violence no. Degradation and humiliation are not a problem though!' [er...did you even read my profile?]
'There's something about you that makes me just want to.....subjugate you' [*chokes with laughter*. He really, really didn't!]
'You're wise beyond your years. But also, extremely childish' [true]
'You're entertaining and wildly unpredictable' [a little bit true]
'Would you like another gin?' [yes]
'You're never immaculately dressed for very long' [all too true]
'I think I would very much like to get to know an ethical slut a lot better Little_Imp, not played with one of those before. Your profile is good on detail and just to advise I love verbal humiliation sessions and getting Sluts so so wet. Fairly sure this may appeal to your Slut side and can be explored' [Fairly sure this will NOT!! FAIL! Next...]
'When you give me that Ice Princess Look, the one that's completely withering, and I do mean....WITHERING!...I'm never sure whether you mean it, or whether it's for comedic effect...' [I left him guessing]
'I've never seen anyone do that with so much enthusiasm' [no comment]
'You crazy, beautiful, fucked up little whore. I'm going to smash you into little pieces and fuck what's left' [he did]
'WHORE!!!!' [apparently it's a term of endearment or something?]
[my friend's response to being told off for calling me a whore] But she LIKES it!! [true]
'You know how some people have made their peace with death? Well, I think I've made my peace with doing time for you. I think it would be worth it. I think now, if you didn't ever decide you wanted to fuck me, I would be reconciled with going to jail for just fucking taking you. I think a little part of me does actually want to murder you, too.' [is it fucked up that I think this is the Best Compliment Ever? Yeah...little bit...]
'Oh. My. God. This makes me want to wank myself off AND fuck you all at the same time. You write incredibly well when you write like a whore - you know that?' [yes, I do 
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'It's like you just went to a supermarket and greedily filled up your basket with everything that makes a pussy good. Really, really tight. Really wet, always ready. Looks fantastic, tastes sweet, always shaven and perfectly cared for. Cums on command. Gushes - insanely so. You really are a fucking whore, aren't you? [have you not noticed that's my nickname? ]
'Are you a nymphomaniac?' [I get asked this a lot]
'I own you. You belong to me. You are MINE.' [yes, I am]
To confirm to the AUP, please note I currently moderate the group forum Sub_Club
| 15 Nov 10, 6:06 PM Richtea UK(BN), 2 yrs  |
This reminds me, I really should put more on mine than, "I've got a stone I found on the beach that looks exactly like a potato."
Your's is fun and funny, but still tells all you can in a profile. | |
| 15 Nov 10, 6:46 PM little_imp UK(BN), 3 yrs |
seriously, your profile is just awesome. I can't better it - you mustn't change it! "WHORE!!" | |
| 15 Nov 10, 7:30 PM Richtea UK(BN), 2 yrs |
Thank you, that's very kind of you. Though I suspect you probably viewed my brother's profile....He's a right smug little git.
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| 16 Nov 10, 5:25 PM little_imp UK(BN), 3 yrs |
Come off it - who can fail to be enchanted by someone extolling the virtues of a cuppa on their BDSM profile?! Plus, I'm right there with you on ironing, and frying pans. "WHORE!!" | |
| 16 Nov 10, 8:42 PM Richtea UK(BN), 2 yrs |
BDSM profile?! Nobody told me anything about no bloody BDSM! It's only ever been about the tea.
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| 17 Nov 10, 3:47 PM little_imp UK(BN), 3 yrs |
'It's only ever been about the tea'.
Y'see, you could just change your profile to that. Just that one line. You'd be groin deep in hot sweet V before you knew it. "WHORE!!" | |
| 17 Nov 10, 6:04 PM Richtea UK(BN), 2 yrs |
You know, I'm tempted, but it's all that deleting and writing and...stuff...An' the kettle's just boiled.
Anyway, I've only got short legs, so groin deep aint so very much...
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| 19 Nov 10, 2:47 PM little_imp UK(BN), 3 yrs |
"WHORE!!" | |
| 19 Nov 10, 5:43 PM Richtea UK(BN), 2 yrs |
Ah, it's a fine balancing act that I haven't quite perfected. I think I err too much on the side of Typhoo and celibacy. |
