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| submissive29m |
on Sun 24 Oct 10, 1:15 PM to submissive29m's blog.
24th October 2010 My attempts to find a Domme who does not mind a subs who are also adult babies have yet again failed, ive been trying for ages to get one to show interest and yet the only people who would consider me have been Domme who expect me to either tribute or pay tribute and buy items like chastitty devices, i hate being honest but i feel uneasy, i might get money weekly from my parents but i need it to have a lifestyle, to keep up with what little friends i have although considering i usually spend £50-£60 per week on microsoft points for them 3 lots out of the kindness of my heart, 2 friends show a lot of gratitude p and c, the other is just take and go no signs of a thank you, i dont know why the only 2 friends i have dont seem to be friends at all and yet the american guy we made friends witrh c hes a good dude, and s finding that pic of me dressed up as an adult baby, blackmailing me and having a real go at me shows hes not a friend, finding myself alone yet again i hate being alone, im depressed crying and trying to find friends, people i can entertain have good conversation with spend time socialising, i wish i had confidence to go out to clubs or pubs but im too afraid of how people would respond to me, its safe indoors the only time i ever go out is when i go to work i feel the environment is safe and sound no chances of problems
Edited Sun 24 Oct 10, 1:25 PM by submissive29m
| 24 Oct 10, 3:16 PM submissive29m UK(SM), 7 yrs |
feel free to reply and list ideas im just happy people are reading John W |
