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So yes, last night I was thinking that whilst I have a lot of people I can call friends and care about, I feel like I have very very few whome I am in regular contact with, who visit me (or I visit), or just call me to make sure I'm alive/ok etc.
As a result I realised just how isolated and alone I feel presently. It isn't something I like, but I don't really know a way out of it...
... obviously not going to the BBB and munches doesn't help with that, in the sense of lacking that important human social contact, but even when I do, that contact is just limited to the BBB and munches, theres very little at all outside of that, which is rather sad really.
Another thing I realised was that it has been so long since I had a play partner it is hard for me to recall exactly when I last played (feels like it is getting towards a year!) with anyone. Feeling disolusioned about it and thinking that perhaps I won't for a while doesn't really help matters mind.
I'm gonna go read I think and try to take my mind off things before I get my mind stuck on stuff that will make the day end worse than I wanted it to this morning when I felt so productive.
bgg
xx
