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on Wed 29 Sep 10, 8:00 PM to feetintrouble_jemima's blog.
Jemima or James, erstwhile known as the attention seeking tickle slut, is feeling in a rare state of mind to tell the world what I have been up to in recent months. Being in a relationship, I have been out and about less than I used to be, but am even happier than I was when I joined the scene in 2007.
I used to live alone in south London, but I have finally moved up to live in Rebecca's house just north of London. This has been a long and protracted process: I am self-employed and had a large client base in south London, and finding new customers in Hertfordshire has proved to be quite a challenge. For a month or two I was repeatedly driving between my two places, serving people in each area. Finally I let my south London clients go, and eventually gained enough where I am. Now I am spending every day and night at Rebecca's.
I am trying to complete the sale of my old flat: although I have a buyer who has a mortgage agreed, their solicitors are demanding endless bits and pieces (buildings insurance technicalities, share certificates), and my solicitor and the company who manage the flats seem very slow in getting these together. My estate agent tells me I have to keep ringing these people so they get on with it: I am annoyed at having to do this, as I am paying them to work! The uncertainty of the whole thing is on my mind every day, I don't want it to fall through, because I want to make a clean break from the old place, and get partnered on Rebecca's mortgage.
I am taking part in the Christmas pantomime at my parents' church, for which I wrote the script this year. Unknown to most of the crowd, I will be wearing my most usual fet club outfit, having written a suitable part for myself! This should be fun...
I am very happy to be with Rebecca, and have no regrets whatsoever. In the last few months we have enjoyed activities such as going to France and the USA, visiting my parents in Dymchurch, learning horse riding (very pleasant outdoor ride only today), kissing on a ride at Chessington World of Adventures (and getting a photo to prove it, titled "sharing the moment: priceless").
Rebecca has been through a long process of having bad teeth seen to, including having them out under general anaesthetic. This was delayed and cancelled for months by the NHS, leading us to go private in the end, and I can safely say that I did not envy her for the toothaches, the uncertainty of the NHS, or the treatment itself: as we entered the hospital for the operation she was saying "this is a bad idea, I want to go home". I had to drag her in, and I saw her being put to sleep. However I am proud to have supported her through it, and very glad on her behalf that it is over. (Now I need to visit the dentist for a check up myself!)
Rebecca and I play a lot together: it will vary who is top and who is bottom. Rebecca used to be all sub before we got together, so I like to feel sure she gets her share of being sub when I can. We go to Black Whip and Pedestal fairly regularly, including last Friday. As these are Femdom events, Rebecca is Domme then, but sometimes she is sub at home. Every week she gives me a brief spanking as a reward for doing housework: two sharp spanks over her knee for each task completed, kept on a list in the kitchen.
Now that I have been busy working for the last three weeks, things have been a little strained between Rebecca and myself, who told me that she didn't like me not being there when I'm working. (Even when I work flat out, she earns more than I do.) I appreciated her honesty, told her that I would endeavour to arrange my work to coincide with her shifts. However, lately I haven't organised this as well as I could, and worked all day Saturday, more hours than was good for me, the day after Club Pedestal. This really upset Rebecca, who refused to so much as look at me when she came home, and played her computer games well into the night. However, she did speak to me again the following morning.
Then only yesterday morning, I received very shocking news from my family: the sudden and totally unexpected death of my uncle, from a heart attack. I have been in a bit of a daze since then, not sure what to think, still in denial, and seeing more and more implications: he was only 65, it's not long before my parents are that age, the same could happen to one of them.
Rebecca has been very understanding: but sometimes I feel guilty for asking her to top me rather more than usual lately. Several times she has been kind enough to indulge me with one of my favourite things: making me sit quietly, making sure I am securely blindfolded, safe from the woes of the world, unable to see anything until she allows it. (I really liked it when she wrapped my birthday presents last year, with me blindfolded in the same room.) I am very grateful for this, but I keep feeling a need to "redress the balance" by topping her.
I am not normally one for pondering uncertainty, but a lot of things are passing right now, and I look forward to the time I can settle down peacefully, and I am grateful to those around me, including Rebecca and my lovely cat.
Edited Thu 30 Sep 10, 8:29 AM by feetintrouble_jemima
| 29 Sep 10, 11:46 PM FairyGirl UK(YO), 3 yrs   |
This was a really nice blog to read. It was like, refreshing and... Mundane is the wrong word - but very nice and normal. Like a snippet of someone's life, but not dressed up. Just being there for what it was  "Nothing saves anyone's life, Sir. It just postpones their death." - Posner , The History Boys. | |
| 30 Sep 10, 8:51 PM Kinky_Vidushaka UK(SW), 3 yrs |
Now this may sound strange. But..... I had to read it backwards one paragraph at a time as I couldn't handle reading it as you wrote it.
Good blog though. There is a fine line between sanity and insanity. I have a foot firmly planted either side of that line | |
| 1 Oct 10, 9:05 AM Princess_Rebecca UK(EN), 6 yrs |
I told him he had a weird writing style but he didn't believe me! @Hellions - Irregular FemDom Nights - next event Sunday 17th October | |
| 3 Oct 10, 10:33 PM Kinky_Vidushaka UK(SW), 3 yrs |
Nah, I think it is just me as I usually read newspapers from the back page to the front. There is a fine line between sanity and insanity. I have a foot firmly planted either side of that line | |
| 21 Oct 10, 12:06 AM Butterscotch UK(RM), 3 yrs |
Sorry for the loss of your uncle, death has a way of making us reevaluate our own lives and mortality. On the positive side, I am thrilled that everything has gone so well for you and Bec, two of my favourite people in the scene xxx
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