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Safely home and tucked up in bed, a few thoughts before I call it a night.
- It's really hard to keep your hair looking presentable when people keep pulling it. Grump.
- Violet wand, oh god, yes please. At least two of you witnessed my reaction. I firmly recommend to all and sundry. (Likewise the e-stim, but in a wholly different way.)
- Playing in public isn't quite as terrifying as I thought it was. Thanks to all who put up with my scrambled illogical worries. Also well done to @Sinistra who did rather nicely on her practices at flogging, if you ask me.
- I don't know whether to believe @Phoenyx when she says she wasn't being gentle with me. Hm. I'm looking forward to the next round, though.
- Apparently I like knives. I believe I was "mesmerised" by the shiny and sharp things. (This is supported by my growing realisation that it's absolutely all about the fear.)
- It also seems I make rather a sexy kitten, crawling on the floor in my collar. Giggle.
- Laughing at me for blushing at everything just isn't fair, haha. I think you were all being cruel!
- Being able to talk to 'real' people about the things from my FL blogs was really rather helpful and much appreciated. Shopping tomorrow.
- Going through four outfits in the last 5 minutes before you need to leave will make you late. And won't make you feel any more or less attractive, just hurried.
- However, getting to talk to D about dressing for fetish clubs and TG has definitely given me ideas and was thoroughly generous of her.
- Meeting up with people at long last (in both of the cases I'm thinking of) was wonderful. Lovely to put people to their screen names. And making new friends too, always a treat.
In summary: my legs are no longer shaking and I'm far less space-y now I'm home (although my inner thighs are still reddened and that bite mark is sore), it's been yet another amazing day that just reminds me that I really love this 'scene' and am so so glad to have come into it.
Edited Mon 6 Sep 10, 8:24 AM by foxgirl
| 6 Sep 10, 7:28 AM Kinky_Vidushaka UK(SW), 3 yrs |
Sorry to have missed you at LAM, I didn't get there til almost 4pm.
Glad you liked your public play, I did say it's not as bad as you think. There is a fine line between sanity and insanity. I have a foot firmly planted either side of that line | |
| 6 Sep 10, 8:27 AM foxgirl UK(W), 18 mths |
Yeah. It definitely wasn't as bad as I thought, on that you were right. I might be convinced to do it again some time! I am more than anyone thinks I can be. Edited 6 Sep 10, 8:42 AM by foxgirl | |
| 6 Sep 10, 8:34 AM MissTee 5 yrs |
Oh dear sorry I went home now, would have enjoyed a good perv, especially at a cute pussycat as yourself, very good to see you again, I think the blushing gives you a nice glow. Sometimes walking with oneself is the only place to be. | |
| 6 Sep 10, 8:43 AM foxgirl UK(W), 18 mths |
It was good to see you too, I hope you're feeling a bit better today. (: I am more than anyone thinks I can be. | |
| 6 Sep 10, 10:28 AM Phoenyx UK(NW), 4 yrs |
*wanders in to thread whistling innocently* Well... I wasn't being gentle but if you want to take more Kitty, all you have to do is Miaow.
I guess you try too hard, when pianos try to be guitars. | |
| 6 Sep 10, 10:31 AM foxgirl UK(W), 18 mths |
*giggle* *mew!* I am more than anyone thinks I can be. | |
| 6 Sep 10, 1:44 PM Grasshopper UK(SE), 23 mths |
Pretty much, yes. It was entertaining, in fairness. Oh, well, that's easy. Tucker's Law: If some cunt can fuck something up, that cunt will pick the worst possible time to fucking fuck it up because that cunt's a cunt. I've got that embroidered on a teatowel at home. | |
| 6 Sep 10, 1:52 PM foxgirl UK(W), 18 mths |
How much trouble do I cause by calling the sadist a series of increasingly insulting things? I am more than anyone thinks I can be. | |
| 6 Sep 10, 8:25 PM MantaFirefly UK(MK), 2 yrs |
Depends on what you call trouble of course. Playful troublemaking sends out the signal that you want to get a good beating for it. Actually being upset and angry, not so much. | |
| 6 Sep 10, 11:16 PM Sinistra UK(SW), 18 mths |
Thanks for being so kind about my first attempt at flogging.. I really enjoyed it and look forward to doing it again! You were very lovely as a kitty... The bell was so cute! |