Posted by redflamephoenix on Tue 10 Aug 10, 9:55 PM to redflamephoenix's blog.
Tags: Birmingham (B)
Must come down.
Pah.
Last weekend was incredible. Awesome play with a very good friend last saturday proved that ok, I do have slight masochistic tendancies. And I still proudly wear the marks he very much left on my arse. So much so that I have several photos, and I keep checking it in the mirror when I get the chance....
Sunday night saw Boss and I doing a fab show at www.leathercageradio.com. We both thoroughly enjoyed it, and were buzzing well and truly afterwards.
So now I've hit the drop phase. No interest in food, can't summon up the energy or momentum to do much of anything. Work is just annoying me. And the latest addition to the drop symptoms since January is that I want to dig a big hole and hide in it, among other things.
Why am I posting this? Fuck only knows. I just needed to post somewhere where I know people understand what I'm feeling.
The cats seem to be picking up on it - they're all over me like a rash. But in my current headspace I'm wondering why they even love me.
Waiting to hear if I'm through to stage 2 of the interviews at work isn't helping. Neither is my knackered ankle courtesy of falling over at work yesterday and twisting it. No broken bones, just lots of twingey sore soft tissue.
So what's the cure? More play? Copious amounts of chocolate?
I know one thing - Drop SUCKS BIGTIME!
That is all.....
| 10 Aug 10, 10:08 PM Adorabelle UK(PR), 2 yrs  |
*Hugs* I know the feeling sweetie, been suffering from it past coupl'a days myself. It'll wear off soon. xxx "Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened." - Dr Seuss. |
| 10 Aug 10, 10:47 PM Navare UK(B), 9 yrs  |
Good luck with Stage 2 and keep yer chin up kid N.x http://uk.groups.yahoo.com/group/Impulsion_group |
| 10 Aug 10, 11:40 PM Dark_Cherry UK(B), 2 yrs     |
Loads more chocolate and giant sized hugs x Do the thing you fear the most and the death of fear is certain - Mark Twain |
| 11 Aug 10, 7:55 AM Elohims_jay UK(B), 7 yrs |
:: BIG HUGS :: But just think how much fun it was getting the high in the first place :: smiles :: Good luck with the interview babe x x x "You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough." ~ George Moore |
