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| Painpet |
Last night was amazing. It was one of the most fun, scariest and intense moments that I have ever experienced. I liked the nice slow build up to what was to happen. Going to the lovely little Italian restaurant, having one too many glasses of wine and just chatting the night away. A nice, normal evening out but with the knowledge at the fore front of my mind of how the evening was going to end.
We finished our last drink and made our way back to Sirs flat. The nerves I had been holding in for the past couple of days springing forth. I went to go get ready. I stripped and put my leather body harness on. Letting Sir buckle it all into place for me. It has a posture collar to stop me from moving my head too much, with arm and cuff attachments that keep my hands and arms by my sides once the metal clips clip them into place. He starts getting things ready. The wooden block placed on the counter. The coffee table moved underneath it with a cushion for me to kneel upon.
I start walking around his flat, trying to take my mind off what is to come and try to walk off the nervous energy shooting through my body. I see him go into the bedroom to get the sterile packaged rubber gloves and sachet of sterile lube. He then uses a vice on either side of the wooden flat block to keep it in place. He places the large, heavy hammer within my sight. My heart rate accelerates. I start moving again, part of me wanting to run. He gets the nails and sterilises them in boiling hot water, wiping down the wooden block with an antiseptic wipe. The thought finally dawning on me that it was going to happen in just a moment. That there was no turning back and that it was going to happen, it wasn't just in my head any more it was a reality about to be played out.
He calls me to him and I kneel upon the table. He stands behind me and places my ball gag into my mouth, fastening it tight. He then wraps a blindfold around my eyes, blocking all sight of the objects in front of me. I feel the cold swipe of an antiseptic wipe running over my breasts. I start making a noise even before anything has happened. I couldn't help it, my fear was taking over and running away with me. I start to pull away, all thoughts of being well behaved and giving myself freely to it leaving my mind. I couldn't decide if not being able to see was worse than seeing when it would happen. The not knowing was getting to me, I start to beg behind my gag for the blindfold to be removed, but looking back I was thankful for it being there. I think without it I would have stood and run away as the fear would have been ten times as worse, seeing the hammer in his hands as it descends.
As I lean away from the table I feel Sir grab my nipples and pull me back towards the worktop, his voice firm as he tells me not move. I failed in the not moving, no matter what I told myself I couldn't remain still I was too scared. I could hear the annoyance in his voice as yet again he puts me back in place. That finally worked, I wanted this to happen, I was just scared and the thought of disappointing Sir made me stay still. I feel the first smaller nail go through the skin just left of my nipple on my left breast to hold me in place, quickly followed by one on the right side of that nipple. I start to cry, my sobs escaping from behind the gag. I start to dribble not able to hold it back as I feel the pain of them going through. He moves onto my right breast and does the same with that as he did with the first. My hands wanting to move and get me away but unable to do so and as I do move I feel the painful pull on my breasts as the nails keep me firmly attached to the wooden board. No matter how I try to stop the tears they wont, it was like a build up of emotion worked up over the last couple of days and the pain of the nails released it and there was no stopping it. It was painful, not as painful as I had imagined, the sound affected me more I think. The feel of them once in my breasts more painful than them actually first going through my skin.
I start to get louder, the noises I am making getting too loud. I am warned to keep quiet because of the neighbours but I can't. It's hazy to me exactly the order of things and how they exactly happened. I was too caught up in sensations. I remember Sir kissing me, his kisses always seem to calm me some. He goes behind me and wraps a cloth gag over the ball gag to muffle the noise I was making. I knew what was to come, it was the very large nails next and they were going to go straight through my nipples. I start to beg again but I knew no matter what I said it was going to happen, he was only half done. He had me in place and I really couldn't move, not without causing extreme pain. He then hammers home the first large nail. I feel my breath stop as it goes in. He did it in one hard hit of the hammer. I heard it go through into the wood underneath. He gives it a couple of extra taps afterwards to make sure it's fully in before he moves onto my right nipple. By now I am crying uncontrollably part of me just glad that it was nearly over, that there would be no more nails. I feel the last nail go through, my body feels tired, So many emotions going through me it's hard to describe anyone of them. Mostly I feel a bit floaty. Sir unbuckles the chastity bit of my harness so that he can get to my pussy and he can feel how totally wet and turned on I am by what he has done to me.
I will never understand that side to me, that I can be so scared of pain so fearful of it, yet I crave it and my body responds to it. He kisses me again and tells me how he is going to remove them. I start to whimper again as all I remember is being told it hurts more on the removal and it's true it does. He does it quickly and efficiently, causing me no more pain than there has to be. As the last nail comes out he wipes over my breasts with a wipe again. Removing my blindfold and gag. I was expecting lots of blood but there wasn't that much which I was glad over. You could see the holes where the nails had been. Spritzing them with an antiseptic spray he puts plasters over them. He shows me the pictures he has taken and I still couldn't believe I had had six nails through my breasts.
I start to shake, my teeth chattering, shock and adrenalin mixing with my natural reaction when I come down causing me to shiver. Sir had me lay on the floor, removing my harness and stroking me to calm me down, the movements helping me to feel more myself again. It was one of the most amazing experiences I have ever had. I was so scared but I am so glad it happened. It was wonderful.
Maybe we will put the pictures up on collar me I don't know, it's not up to me, it's up to Sir but I am proud of what I did and I know Sir was proud and pleased with me. All I need to do now is get over my fear of having my pussy being sewn together. Hmmmmmm I wonder when he has that one planned. 
Thank you Sir for such an amazing, intense feeling, I enjoyed it sooooooooooooo much
| 31 Jul 10, 4:38 PM epona74 UK(SL), 7 yrs |
Just... just... WOW! *speechless* Two roads diverged in a wood and I, I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference. (R. Frost) |
| 31 Jul 10, 5:02 PM cjack100 UK(M), 7 yrs  |
You are one amazing lady, well done |
| 31 Jul 10, 5:31 PM MsWhisper 8 yrs |
Omfg!! Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind! |
| 31 Jul 10, 5:38 PM Rosaline UK(SE), 23 mths |
Well done! I can't believe you actually had this happen to you! |
| 31 Jul 10, 6:43 PM pompett87 UK, 22 mths |
awww sounds very deep and special , best wishes to you both xx |
| 31 Jul 10, 6:47 PM coinoperatedgirl UK(EH), 4 yrs |
Wow, what a wonderfully well-written and articulate account! It sounds very frightening - you're very brave! But I bet the feelings of pride in your submission (and pride in his pride) are brilliant "It's not that I don't like people. It's just that when I'm in the company of others - even my nearest and dearest - there always comes a moment when I'd rather be reading a book." |
| 31 Jul 10, 7:54 PM Stephen_London UK(NW), 3 yrs  |
 Sir Stephen http://www.sirstephen.co.uk |
| 31 Jul 10, 10:26 PM Painpet UK(CB), 3 yrs |
Thanks everyone for your replies It was a very amazing experience, the most I have ever had done to me and the way it made me feel was mind blowing. I'm just glad I did do it as I was in all honesty terrified, especially when I saw the size of the largest nails lol.
It's actually made me realise just how much I truly do trust myself in Sirs hands, it's a good feeling
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| 1 Aug 10, 11:40 AM Mr_Worm UK(BN), 6 yrs     |
you survived You want what ? You want a face like a plasterer's radio |
| 1 Aug 10, 12:34 PM Painpet UK(CB), 3 yrs |
I did yes, just about. the thoughts running through my mind were mental at the time. Any silly thought you could possibly think I thought it, what a wimp I can be if I let myself lol |
