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I want to hate you a little bit sometimes
I want to think you're a sick fuck
I want to adore and worship you
I want to feel safe with you
I want to be a little bit scared of you
I want to cry at the unfairness of it all
I want to be trapped
I want to be lost
I want to lose
I want to feel exposed and vulnerable and wretched
I want to be broken and made whole and be broken again and made whole
I want to be moulded and shaped and altered
I want to bend to your will
I want to respond to your whim
I want to be at peace in your shadow
I want to be lost in oblivion
I want to fulfil your desire
I want to care for you
I want to serve you
I want to suffer for you
I want to be restricted by you
I want to be held by you
I want to feel you always
I want to be overruled
I want to be hurt
I want to be soothed
I want your control
I want your anger
I want your love
I want your despair
I want to be beaten
I want to ache for your touch
I want to be abused
I want to be yours
I want to be owned.
Edited Fri 30 Jul 10, 12:33 AM by poutanaki
| 30 Jul 10, 12:29 AM sparklydolly UK(HU), 2 yrs |
Wow, that was beautiful... and I want all those things too sparkly x Im a broken doll, You're the puppeteer, Take control for me, And wipe away my fear - Paloma Faith | |
| 31 Jul 10, 10:20 PM LittleLadyBecca 4 yrs |
May I use this as the inspiration for some artwork? Your words are lovely B x My blog! Comments may win prizes! | |
| 1 Aug 10, 11:47 PM poutanaki UK(M), 9 yrs |
Thank you, and of course. Would love to see the artwork when it's finished? Your so pretty when your on your knees. Disinfected, eager to please. | |
| 17 Aug 10, 12:21 PM Miss_Despotic UK(M), 4 yrs |
Just come across this. Very pretty | |
| 10 Sep 10, 10:05 AM x_rubyrose_x 2 yrs |
i came across these words on your other profile (FL) and you might remember i messaged to say how much of a powerful impact they made on me....Again, i have read them and they still send chills...they describe everything i feel in my submission to my Sir. Thank you so much! ruby "At times, it is strangely sedative to know the extent of your own powerlessness" ~ Erica Jong | |
| 27 Feb 11, 7:32 PM Salararius UK(NG), 13 mths |
omg a reflection of my soul, truly touched me |