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Fed Up (23)

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jules9
Posted by jules9 on Wed 9 Jun 10, 4:36 PM to jules9's blog.

Of being dragged from pillar to post, not knowing if I'm coming or going. All I really want is some stability. Is that so much to ask?

Time to go fall asleep in a hot bath, knowing one part of me hopes I don't wake up. Trouble is I'm so fucking fat I couldn't drown in the bastard even if I tried.

I'm fed up of feeling I'm in hiding, of constantly watching what I have to say, of putting every single other person before myself. This part seriously isn't working for me. I don't naturally bite my tongue when I see something that hurts someone, or when I'm oozing with happiness, not being able to share it somehow always manages to put a dampener on it. I'm fed up of questioning everything, everyone and their motives. I want to be a child again - free to trust everyone.

I've allowed myself to become the wrong type of punching bag, and I'm sick and tired of it.

XxX

Replies

9 Jun 10, 4:42 PM
Peccavi
4 yrs
Stop panicing! what do you need - with wings or without?
9 Jun 10, 4:51 PM
MisterBear
UK(WA), 8 yrs


You've been hanging around with me too much, yer starting to sound like a grump old man. It's all that rubbing off on you I've been doing, I told you the stains don't come out.

Anyway, you can't be fed up, you only had about 8 inches down yer throat last night, if that. Speaking of which, I'm a bit peckish.

I always behave. I just don't specify how.
WARNING: Some BDSM activities may run the risk of injury or even death. However life runs the risk of injury and the certainty of death.
The film is called 'Secretary' not 'The Secretary', there is no 'The' in the title, it's just 'SECRETARY'. ARRGGGHHHH!!!!!

9 Jun 10, 5:04 PM
MisterBear
UK(WA), 8 yrs


Damnit woman!!! There might be no chilli, but you got a cum filled one. I have to eat the bread around the edges, although that is the best part. The cats getting the meat.

I always behave. I just don't specify how.
WARNING: Some BDSM activities may run the risk of injury or even death. However life runs the risk of injury and the certainty of death.
The film is called 'Secretary' not 'The Secretary', there is no 'The' in the title, it's just 'SECRETARY'. ARRGGGHHHH!!!!!

9 Jun 10, 5:16 PM
Miss_Dee
UK(L), 5 yrs

MisterBear wrote:
You've been hanging around with me too much, yer starting to sound like a grump old man. It's all that rubbing off on you I've been doing, I told you the stains don't come out.

Anyway, you can't be fed up, you only had about 8 inches down yer throat last night, if that. Speaking of which, I'm a bit peckish.

You know for once Mister Bear I am in total agreement with you.......

Miss D
Creasy's art is death, and he is about to paint his masterpiece

9 Jun 10, 5:42 PM
gestion
UK(ST), 3 yrs
Hey you ~ we all have off days and it will pass

just sending ya hugs from me and d x

If you can't say anything nice - don't say anything at all ... Thumper from Bambi but if you can't do anything nice you may as well be an evil little fucker ... Gestion :-)

9 Jun 10, 6:50 PM
Cleric
UK(M), 11 yrs

Pull yourself together woman *slap*

There. I'm afraid that's all I know.

Manchester FAB Munch
Dark Play Group - a group for less mainstream kinks
I am Fuckwit McFuckwit of the Clan McFuckwit, and I have come to take your faith in humanity!

9 Jun 10, 6:50 PM
jules9
UK(CH), 3 yrs

Peccavi wrote:
Stop panicing! what do you need - with wings or without?

You came with wings - thank you.

XxX

9 Jun 10, 6:51 PM
jules9
UK(CH), 3 yrs

MisterBear wrote:
You've been hanging around with me too much, yer starting to sound like a grump old man. It's all that rubbing off on you I've been doing, I told you the stains don't come out.

Anyway, you can't be fed up, you only had about 8 inches down yer throat last night, if that. Speaking of which, I'm a bit peckish.

Pfffft more like four inches - what can I say, been getting stuffed far too often lately. ;)

XxX

9 Jun 10, 6:51 PM
jules9
UK(CH), 3 yrs

MisterBear wrote:
Damnit woman!!! There might be no chilli, but you got a cum filled one. I have to eat the bread around the edges, although that is the best part. The cats getting the meat.

But I thought you liked em cum filled?!?!?

XxX

9 Jun 10, 6:52 PM
jules9
UK(CH), 3 yrs

gestion wrote:
Hey you ~ we all have off days and it will pass

just sending ya hugs from me and d x

Love you guys!

XxX

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