Posted by Elvenkind
on Mon 12 Jul 04, 6:47 PM to Elvenkind's blog.
God where do I start? Following from my introduction in the IC world of blogging Northstar has given me the task of writing about our weekend together. It will be our 8th anniversary on the 20th July. The past 3 years have been a learning, growing, D/s relationship with a couple who truly are in love. But the past year has been one of the most turbulent. Northstar's work commitments now mean we live apart most of the time, we get to see each other a long weekend a month or some times 2 weekends a month. Our son has been diagnosed with autism. We moved back home and made a stable environment for our son. I have a small job a few hours a week and life is great.
Since our altered living arrangements, our fantasies, sexy text, and imaginations have been running wild. Our whole relationship has deepened. I feel so special and so wanted .We know we have something special, we're like chalk and cheese but wow it's so wonderful. We are still learning new things, expanding boundaries, new toys, and alternative ways.
This weekend Northstar arrived. When he comes home our tension is so high, the sexual and play tension (wondering what he might have planned, what toys are coming out of the toy box, the anticipation)
Was he going to take me there and then? Was he going take me like a slut, pull my hair (l love it when he takes me like that), or treat me like the dirty slut I am?
We started with a lovely bath. We were getting all hot and bothered. We had a fandabeydosey fucking session (well what do you expect after 4 weeks without).
He took me over the bath, the sink and the toilet until we moved downstairs into the living room where there lay a quilt, towels, lube, toys and a dirty big grin over Northstar's face.
I won't get into the intimate details of what we did; I will leave that up to the wild imaginations of you guys who read this blog. I will say that we expanded a boundary. The boundary of how far Northstar goes when caning.
What I mean by this is, when we have played he has always stopped when he thinks I've had enough. We've spoken about this and Saturday night was the night we went a wee bit further shall we say. We both knew we were ready for this adventure, with our excitement showing, we headed into the heady heights of “just a wee bit more “.Boy was it utterly mind-blowingly, fantastically fantastic .
I am sitting here smiling knowing I am sitting on a lovingly marked botty. I am thinking about what our next adventure or exploration will entail. Ohhh I can't wait. arwen xxx
Edited Mon 12 Jul 04, 6:48 PM by Elvenkind
