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| DrTaps |
Well, not really i guess, because i am tv, and 24/7 in terms of underwear, outerwear whenever i can. i wear skirts, tops, lingerie, stockings, shoes at all the clubs i go to. i'm hairless from the waist down except for some trimmed pubic hair, mixture of waxing and plucking. if i'm working at home i'm often in a skirt and top as well. i've gone out partially dressed recently, once to a pub wearing a blouse and yesterday on my own to Tesco's wearing a blouse and women's jeans (£4 at Tesco's great value). Neither the blouses or jeans were screamingly female and i was comfortable both times.
So why the question? Well, it's because i see a lot of other tvs at clubs and there is a whole range. Form blokes with beards in skirts to those who do the whole thing, wig, make up, false boobs, cache sex. And then there are the ts's, gone or going the whole way. i admire them for their courage and single mindedness. If my circumstances were different, i think i would do the same, go and get the op, certainly breasts and hormone therapy. But for me, it would create too many other problems for me and others. i have two kids and explaining that as their ages would be tricky. i can't afford to take that amount of time out of work, though they would probably have to support me in that. So i stick to being a bloke in a dress.
So why don't i wear wig, makeup etc? i've been thinking about that. Most of the tv's i see who do that have another persona, so do some of the ones with beards. i don't, i am me. Someone said to me once as i arrived at a party and headed upstairs to get changed “Going to get into character” and i said “No, i'm going to get out of character”. i'm most comfortable, feel most me, when wearing women's clothes. And it isn't for the sexual buzz. Like most tv's i used to get that when i first started, but now, though the clothes feel better (why are men's clothes made so uncomfortable?) including the knickers, they just feel more right. So i don't change from who i am when i dress, i can be more who i am. i'm not knocking those that do have a separate persona, doesn't trouble me at all. It's just interesting to me to wonder why i don't and and why i don't wear wig etc., and i think it's because i am who i am on the inside all the time. Ring any bells?
Edited Tue 6 Dec 05, 1:47 AM by DrTaps
