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There I am. In the way I ache. In my neck, my shoulders, my thighs, my weary frame. In my stomach muscles smarting.
Pulled and posed and stretched by rope. Used and chewed up and spat out. Witness to my own debasement. Lost in pains embrace, distorted.
I have screamed and gargled and spat and cursed. Seen my face etched with pain. Eyes full of disgust and shame and desire. I have wanted it to stop but endured it.
After all my doubt, there was nothing to fear. I am brand new and shining. In my elation re-born. There I am.
Edited Sun 4 Apr 10, 3:28 AM by poutanaki
