Posted by katie_may
on Fri 2 Apr 10, 9:09 PM to katie_may's blog.
roller coaster
how can you measure that which you can not see to measure?
when someone comes along and turns your life completely on it's axis, how do you relate to what is happening?
wet subbie syndrome, oh how i will eat my own words!
how can one person occupy so much room without actually being there?
the power, the energy, the grounding
it can not be measured in quantities i understand, i can not understand it, how can i measure something i do not understand?
i understand the intense pain that comes with missing! but is this a measure?
i understand the intense elation that comes with fulfilling, but is this a measure
i understand nothing, yet i understand everything
yet for today i will be lost to it all, the memory, the moments and the musk
close my eyes and hope and wish that tomorrow will bring me ever closer to doing more than trying to understand
with every part of me i truly hope it settles soon, before the sanity slips and i spiral out of control
the power, the energy, and the grounding
