Posted by kesriel on Mon 22 Feb 10, 2:18 PM to kesriel's blog.
i am not weak...but i am fragile
i am not brave...but i am determined
i am not a coward...but i am afraid
i do not need much, but what i do need, the hunger is rarely sated for long
i am polite, educated and gentle....but i will run wild and feral when the civilised exterior is stripped away
i will tell You that i will ask for nothing from You....but what i need from You, You can not give me
i will beg You for pain...and when You ask if it is enough, i will only beg You for more....but there is nothing that You can do to me that will cause more hurt than the pain i cause myself
i will change myself to become whatever it is i believe You most desire....then beg You NOT to love me
then, when i find i can no longer deny the truth, and i know that i love You, i will withdraw from You.....Because i have to prove to myself that i can
and i will hate myself even more for doing so....because i will never feel worthy of Your love.
| 22 Feb 10, 2:47 PM subette 2 yrs |
That's me to a tee. Subette Maybe I should just give up trying to correct my typos after I have posted... | ||
| 22 Feb 10, 6:45 PM xx_SweetS_xx UK, 4 yrs     |
*raises hand* and me! )}*>~;.;~<*{( | ||
| 22 Feb 10, 6:51 PM rebel_angel UK(RM), 4 yrs   |
you are a good person... Not selfish or bad you maybe fraglie... But you are strong you'll feel alone... But have many supporting you. *love & hugs* x Life is a game, it just depends how you play it. | ||
| 23 Feb 10, 2:51 PM kesriel 7 yrs |
It was not prompted by our relationship |
