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| melita |
on Tue 8 Jun 04, 8:42 PM to melita's blog.
.......happened in any serious way around 18 months ago just after i walked out on my then husband (as mentioned in an earlier blog of mine i think).
It was then that i actually discovered BDSM and began to uncover all that it entails and it was then that i realised that what i had been feeling/thinking about/wishing for all those years before actually had a name and that i wasn't alone.
The wonders of the internet brought the lifestyle up close and as i read various sites in those early days i was amazed, it certainly opened my eyes! i began to look back over my life, memories of various incidents that had occurred, various thoughts i had had when i had thought i must have been some kind of weirdo or something.
My very earliest 'pervy' recollection goes back to my
school days when a whole bunch of us kids were to be
slippered. There we were, in a line waiting outside the
office, being called in one at a time. We could hear
the slipper connecting and the cries from our mates and
see the tears as they exited the room.......nerves
jangled. Then came my turn. i was slippered but i
didn't cry out. i was slippered again, harder and still
i didnt cry out.....it didn't hurt!!!!! 
They gave
up and i left the office grinning, my mates couldn't
believe it. Not exactly BDSM, especially at such a
tender age, but the seeds must have been there even
then. It grew and grew over the following years and was
finally recognised early last year as i say.
And the learning continues.......
Edited Tue 8 Jun 04, 9:56 PM by melita
