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| melita |
on Sat 5 Jun 04, 1:07 PM to melita's blog.
i couldn't agree more with you phoenix, there is definately a damn sight more than just the 'doormat' and the 'brat' and i think the majority of us fit into this middle ground somewhere.
i know i do.
Of course Master loves His slave to be a 'good girl', for me to be obediant, just not to the point of totality. He wants, demands even, that i retain my own self, my personality, my sense of humour. To crush those aspects of me would change me into something that is no longer me. A robot springs to mind. To change me in this way would mean i was no longer the person He was first attracted to anyway and what's the point in that? So i'm not a doormat.
But this does not make me a brat. i don't deliberately court punishment just to get His attention. i have no need to do so as i get plenty of attention from Him. And i have no desire to be punished, only a desire to please and serve. Being punished means i have done wrong, displeased Him, upset Him, angered Him, let Him down. Why on earth would i deliberately want to do any of these things just to get attention? To be perfectly honest, i have trouble understanding why slaves do this, surely its better to gain your Masters attention in a good way?
Another thing.....
It really gets my goat when i hear 'you're no slave, you're too opinionated' or 'a true slave exists only to please her Master' and many more such banalities.
What trash!
So being a slave means you only exist for what? A cock?
Well excuse me! i am Masters slave yes. i choose to serve Him, to obey Him, to please Him......but i do not exist solely for Him. i am more than a slave. Being Masters slave is just one part of me. There are many facets to who and what i am and what i exist for.
i am a human being.
i am a woman. i am a lover. i am a girlfriend/partner.
i am a friend.
i am a daughter.
i am a mother.
i am a sister.
i dare say this blog will provoke some disagreement but hey, we're all individuals with our own views. Mine are just that, mine. Not intended to offend or discriminate.
Edited Sat 5 Jun 04, 1:43 PM by melita
