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| LadyLibidienne |
on Fri 19 Feb 10, 1:09 AM to LadyLibidienne's blog.
The last 48 hours have been quite a roller coaster for me. A mixture of pleasure and pain pleasing and displeasing Master.
We went down the the Romford Munch on Tuesday and because of my busy work schedule didn't get there till late. Some people had gone but there was a lovely atmosphere. very tasty pancake (thanks Vic) and chatting to friends and catching up with people i hadn't seen for a while and introducing them to Milord Quintain. Also meeting and getting to know new people such as the lovely Volcanic Sparks who said she had Wednesday off so I invited her to the party. Master then asked her if she would like to play with me and gave me to her for the party next day.
Next day was our Ann and Roly Daytime Party and it was a great party. Like many others i too had some firsts. I had never been on the receiving end of a single tail whip or a sjambok. But these were wielded most expertly by Volcanic Sparks who also commanded me to cum several times and calling me "a dirty girl" Thank you very much Sparks it was brilliant.
All too soon it was the end of the party and time to pack up before a trip to Runcorn. Master gave me an unexpected treat by saying he would come with me. That made a journey where i am usually very tired and have to make frequent stops an absolute pleasure. I didn't feel tired at all nor on the trip back although we did have to contend with horrendous blizzards on the M6 Toll road.
But why oh why just when things are going well do i screw things up by silly thoughtless acts and make Master cross with me. I did 2 things, one at the party, and one today that made him doubt my sincerity as his slave and hurt him very much. They weren't deliberate, he knows that but they were thoughtless and i should have known better. So why do i do it. We talked about it for a long time. Am i taking things for granted? All i know is how angry and disappointed i get at myself for hurting him, how upset i get for upsetting him.
But Master believes that we should always turn a negative into a positive so now i am going to think before i act and work hard to show him how sincere i am about being his slave. What was worse is that i almost ruined the weekend for someone else who doesn't deserve it. However things are ok between us now, i will work harder to show him how much i want to be his slave and to prove that i deserve it.
Now looking forward to a weekend with my Master and my Littleone going to Oblivion and the Norwich Munch.
Edited Fri 19 Feb 10, 1:14 AM by LadyLibidienne
| 19 Feb 10, 3:04 AM xx_SweetS_xx UK, 3 yrs    |
**HUGS**
Don't be so hard on yourself, we all do things without thinking sometimes. It just means your more human than klingon. )}*>~;.;~<*{( | |
| 19 Feb 10, 7:01 PM rebel_angel UK(RM), 3 yrs   |
^^^^^ What she said! LOL (Well put SweetS) Life is a game, it just depends how you play it. |
