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TaintedDesire
Posted by TaintedDesire on Tue 16 Feb 10, 12:44 AM to the Smoking_forum group.

Bahhhhhh humbug *sticks tongue out*...

Wanting to hide under my duvet, somebody wake me when the worst is over, please....

Can't smoke, can't eat as will gain too much weight, can't even drink as the calories combined with the smoking pull being stronger when I drink makes resisting harder, so kindda makes me wonder why I am bothering, somebody please just kill me now get it over with...

But I WILL not smoke no matter how blahhhhh I is feeling, I do not WANT to smoke, I get no pleasure out of it anymore it's just... Right now I would cut of my right arm, and errrrm leg, actually any body part required of me right now, to have that blissfull inhaling fullfilling feeling...

Ya know what I mean...

Blaaaaaaah

td

Edited Tue 16 Feb 10, 12:46 AM by TaintedDesire

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20 Feb 10, 12:39 PM
MasterPhil_uk
UK(BS), 11 yrs
TaintedDesire wrote:
Bahhhhhh humbug *sticks tongue out*...

Wanting to hide under my duvet, somebody wake me when the worst is over, please....

Can't smoke, can't eat as will gain too much weight, can't even drink as the calories combined with the smoking pull being stronger when I drink makes resisting harder, so kindda makes me wonder why I am bothering, somebody please just kill me now get it over with...

But I WILL not smoke no matter how blahhhhh I is feeling, I do not WANT to smoke, I get no pleasure out of it anymore it's just... Right now I would cut of my right arm, and errrrm leg, actually any body part required of me right now, to have that blissfull inhaling fullfilling feeling...

Ya know what I mean...

Blaaaaaaah

td

Know exactley how you feel but you are stronger than that stick of weed, you can do it, you have made that choice, please dont give in, I can honestly say with hand on heart I am sat here typing to you having been stopped for nearly a month now and I dont have any desire to smoke the worst of it is over. The more you say no the stronger the resolve to stop gets so say NO oover and over again it will get easier I promise!! Make saying NO become your new habit. Thoughts are with you

HugZ Phil

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