I want my mind to be quiet (5)

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Posted by poutanaki on Sun 7 Feb 10, 8:34 PM to poutanaki's blog.

I want my mind to be quiet.

To stop racing through each filthy possibility.

Each dark degrading fantasy, that seems to haunt me today.

Thoughts of being a ruined whore plague me.

A broken bruised pitiful slut.

I want my mind to be quiet.

Instead my body tingles and I could almost writhe with desire.

My cunt aches from over stimulation, and even though I know that to force one more orgasm from my weary frame would not be worth the struggle.

It won't be long till the thoughts will get the better of me.

Till I rub myself sore.

Till I revel in the fire that burns inside me.

I want my mind to be quiet.

but it screams with it's wanting.

It mocks me, with the strength of its desire.

It leaves me powerless, a compulsive little slut.

Who can't stop thinking about being used.

About her hard nipples and her throbbing empty cunt.

I want my mind to be quiet.

I ache for an ending,

for a moment of lasting satisfaction,

but it doesn't come.

Instead there is just more filth, more passion, more desire.

A raging obsessive tormenting need.

I want my mind to be quiet.

but I know it won't be.

Till its beaten, debased, fucked, degraded, pounded into submission.

Replies

7 Feb 10, 9:01 PM
PiercedKnight
UK(WC), 3 yrs

poutanaki wrote:
Instead there is just more filth, more passion, more desire.

A raging obsessive tormenting need.

I want my mind to be quiet.

but I know it won't be.

Till its beaten, debased, fucked, degraded, pounded into submission.

Brilliant. Absolutely brilliant!

"I'm just a bloody normal bloke. A normal bloke who likes a bit of torture" Mark 'Chopper' Read
"Do you think there's a fetish for STD's? Sick cunts!" Indeed, quite literally. H&S Police
"If you hit me like that again, I will vomit and possibly shit a kidney. Just so you know, dear" Miss A Fan

7 Feb 10, 11:34 PM
StanBWonderful
UK(L), 6 yrs

*hands poutanaki a lollipop*

Something to help take your mind off it.

13 Feb 10, 2:46 PM
loganspun
UK(M), 2 yrs

I love the honesty and emotion in your writing, as I'm sure you've been told before, your words should be bound and on nightstands everywhere. Thank you for sharing, I'm now a fan.

19 Feb 10, 3:17 PM
bad_sector
UK(SK), 2 yrs

a beautiful cummy slut

26 Feb 10, 2:18 AM
femsup
UK(NW), 5 yrs

Theres always always a need for one more even though you are sore and you need to chase that right level of degradation.You won't know when you have reached it but thats the fun of it.