| Crystal_Eyes |
| 2 Feb 10, 9:03 PM rebel_angel UK(RM), 4 yrs |
Yep know that feeling... And we all wish the feeling would stay... Life is a game, it just depends how you play it. |
| 2 Feb 10, 9:04 PM Missdirection UK(LL), 3 yrs |
You have totally summed up the last 20+ years of my life. a smile across my ass with a slap across my face |
| 2 Feb 10, 9:05 PM Miss_Despotic UK(M), 5 yrs |
The e word shall not leave my lips...today You know where we are honey xxx |
| 2 Feb 10, 9:05 PM jules9 UK(CH), 3 yrs |
Couldn't agree more. It does however make me fight myself more to be healthy and enjoy more and more of those good times. Not that it always works mind... XxX |
| 2 Feb 10, 9:07 PM TheVoid UK(RG), 5 yrs |
I have never yet read a more accurate description... if only it lasted all of the time, not some of the time. |
| 2 Feb 10, 9:14 PM Miss_Hardy UK(E), 5 yrs |
Hey chicken, In just over 3 weeks you get an awesome Mel hug xxx
"Have people always been this angry? I've got this really funny idea that before the internet people would just write FUCK YOU! and attach it to pigeons" - Russell Howard |
| 2 Feb 10, 9:18 PM Ouroboros UK(M), 4 yrs |
I know that feeling very very well. But life does get better. Adama: What do you hear, Starbuck? |
| 2 Feb 10, 9:19 PM BlueVelvet UK(B), 9 yrs |
Such a very sad post. There *are* successful ways of treating depression on a long term basis, if the treatment you may be getting still leaves you having more black days than white, please ask to be reassessed or to try a different drug/therapy/whatever.... You *don't* have to live with such a huge spectre all of your life, it can take a long time to find the right treatment for you, but keep pushing. You deserve to be in control of you, you deserve more white days than black, you deserve to smile with no sadness behind it and you deserve to want to get up in the mornings. Don't give up, I know it takes huge amounts of energy, but keep fighing. www.VelvetEden.co.uk The fabulous,friendly, BDSM play night! |
| 2 Feb 10, 9:22 PM Miss_JJ UK(EX), 3 yrs |
All i can say is wow! totally and wonderfully summed it up... thank you, to know that others are feeling the same and in the same boat as it were, that im not alone makes me feel that little bit better and able to try and clear a bit of fog. jj x Edited 2 Feb 10, 9:23 PM by Miss_JJ |
| 2 Feb 10, 9:25 PM epona74 UK(SL), 7 yrs |
I could have written this, 3 1/2 years or so ago. 3 years ago, I had only just started on the road to recovery, and I was suffering more than I was improving...suffering with the depression I'd had since I was 14...and yet, 3 years ago I gave up my most damaging crutch, the self injury I'd been using for nearly 2 decades. 2 1/2 years ago I found the light at the end of the tunnel. It was still in the distance, but it was there. Today, I don't see myself as depressive. I have been free of the pain, the horror, all that confusion.
It is possible, it takes some work, and it can take a while to find the right path, but it is possible! Two roads diverged in a wood and I, I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference. (R. Frost) |