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ETA Unlike your restricted diet. Pnarr pnarr

Edited 1 Feb 10, 11:21 PM by Miss_Despotic

It's an issue that I thought was off limits for me, but seems to be my current fascination.

Your so pretty when your on your knees. Disinfected, eager to please

Each to their own, this ain't for me.

"Bottom line: it's couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else, but the big difference is they don't let it take them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time."

Boys are so mean!

mia, x

"Passion should believe itself irresistible. It should forget civility and consideration and all the other curses of a refined nature. Above all, it should never ask for leave where there is a right of way." @Manchester

I can't believe I've no control
It's all deranged - Bowie
"Computer games don't affect kids. I mean if Pacman affected our generation, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching pills and listening to repetitive music."

That's not necessarily true. J likes to indulge in this sort of thing quite often and I don't for one second think he doesn't respect me

In the same vein, my partner does as well, not quite so extreme (unfortunately!) but he does like to let me know if im getting abit heavy and he does control my eating habits.

He also worships the ground I walk on and treats me like royalty.*swoon* (pass the sick bucket )

I can't believe I've no control
It's all deranged - Bowie
"Computer games don't affect kids. I mean if Pacman affected our generation, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching pills and listening to repetitive music."

This is the issue with it that I struggle the most with. I love your (Miss D) and GA's blogs about food control, because I find the topic absolutely fascinating. Horny. Hot. Primal. Brutal.

But... for real? I really don't know if I could handle it - I have so, so many issues around my body and the way I look that having it used as a weapon in 'his' arsenal against me would quite possibly be too much for me.

However, this doesn't stop me finding the *idea* of it incredibly fucking hot.

Oh god, it's so confusing - I think Miss D had a blog called 'Dumpling' at one point, and it evoked almost exactly the same sentiments as reading this one has.

Yum. But... oh god, but... yum... but...

etc.

(I'm a bit confused about this one, as you can probably gather from the superfluous waffle.)

------------------------------------------ Edit: I lost an L somewhere...

Edited 3 Feb 10, 8:32 AM by Crystal_Eyes

I think I understand the humiliation part but that sort of play isn't for Me. Maybe I'm a wuss but that one's best avoided for Me. Especially as I am a fat bastard and enjoy My pies

I came, I saw, I concurred