Posted by Elegantly_Wasted on Sun 31 Jan 10, 6:38 PM to Elegantly_Wasted's blog.
Mummy... The very word brings out something dark in me. Something horny and beautiful and twisted. My worst.
As she sat blindfolded in my bathroom I stripped her. Naked and vulnerable. It was only now I spoke. Only now she knew it was Mummy with her. She shivered and shifted, as I ran her a bath. Sickly sweet, I spoke soothingly to her as I washed her. Cleaning her for Daddy. She did want to be a clean girl didn't she? Stroking her face, all soft smiles and reassurance. Gentle.
I reached down to clean her all over. She was dripping wet. Mummy's being so nice and she's acting like a whore.
No, this dirt isn't washing off. Incurably dirty. She's not my pure, precious little girl anymore. I slap her for her filth. Where's the scourer?
Tears running down her face. No she just wasn't going to be a clean girl. She'd never be clean anymore. She disgusts me.
Mummy doesn't care about your whimpering you filthy little bitch. Cry as much as you like. It has no effect on Mummy.
Didn't Daddy warn you? Your tears just make me want to hurt you more....
Edited Sun 31 Jan 10, 7:52 PM by Elegantly_Wasted
| 31 Jan 10, 6:59 PM Relaxed_and_Chaotic UK(SE), 3 yrs   |
i know you didn't mean it like that....but that strongly brought out something else in me..... Guess it's because i AM a mummy... Interesting.... the word Daddy doesn't have that same effect on me...interesting... *confused* "There is no such thing as liberty. You only change one sort of domination for another. All we can do is to choose our master." D. H. Lawrence | |||
| 31 Jan 10, 7:24 PM Elegantly_Wasted 8 yrs |
It's an interesting assumption you make that I'm not a parent... I do find it funny that "Daddy" ageplay is now quite socially acceptable but Mummy stuff makes people feel uncomfortable. It's kinda hypocritcal. I'm not knocking you, you can feel how you like about it, it's just one of my kinks.
And the little girl involved loved it "Put your Ego's down - I've told you before not to play with them...." Edited 31 Jan 10, 7:40 PM by Elegantly_Wasted | |||
| 31 Jan 10, 8:02 PM Relaxed_and_Chaotic UK(SE), 3 yrs |
was making no such assumption... "There is no such thing as liberty. You only change one sort of domination for another. All we can do is to choose our master." D. H. Lawrence | |||
| 31 Jan 10, 8:14 PM Elegantly_Wasted 8 yrs |
It was this part that read that way:
Like I say, each to their own and I'm sorry if it made you feel uncomfortable. It's my kink, needn't be to everyones taste. "Put your Ego's down - I've told you before not to play with them...." | |||
| 31 Jan 10, 8:58 PM Relaxed_and_Chaotic UK(SE), 3 yrs |
i think it is more the words that are making me think. i have never called Master my Daddy, but i know in some sense He is; He is my safety blanket and my strength. What has bothered me the most about your blog is that i do find issue with the word Mummy, the power of which has shocked me. i am trying to get to the bottom of this... Is it the gender of the word? Is it that i have a daughter? Is it because of mothers in the media recently who have harmed? What exactly is it that makes me feel so strongly...? i am not judging you at all, i am if anything, judging myself... edited for spelling... "There is no such thing as liberty. You only change one sort of domination for another. All we can do is to choose our master." D. H. Lawrence Edited 31 Jan 10, 9:00 PM by Relaxed_and_Chaotic | |||
| 31 Jan 10, 9:00 PM Cheeky_Little_Smile UK(SO), 5 yrs |
I just found that weblog incredibly hot!
But I love that kind of play | |||
| 31 Jan 10, 9:23 PM Elegantly_Wasted 8 yrs |
Sorry, I was being defensive. Maybe it is difficult to swallow because it's the antithesis of how a loving "mother" would be? I suppose with fathers there is an expectation of them being strong, firm etc. But for Mummy to be cruel and harsh is harder to swallow. It goes against a natural protective, loving, gentle notion. My "Mummy" persona can be really ever so nice too, but it's tempered with my sadism. I love the humiliation and the depths you can reach with it. It's that taboo, that twisted part that makes me enjoy it so much. Doing something that goes so against the grain. For me its a way of tapping into a very natural, dominant part of my character. I appreciate it's a bit nasty, but my dominant streak is quite nasty. I'd never harm the "little girl" in question. But by god, I delight in hurting her. "Put your Ego's down - I've told you before not to play with them...." | |||
| 31 Jan 10, 9:46 PM Elegantly_Wasted 8 yrs |
Mmm me too! Glad you enjoyed. "Put your Ego's down - I've told you before not to play with them...." | |||
| 1 Feb 10, 1:18 AM poutanaki UK(M), 10 yrs |
I liked... *sulk* I want a Mummy Your so pretty when your on your knees. Disinfected, eager to please | |||
| 1 Feb 10, 7:54 AM BoundDolly 2 yrs |
Mummies aren't like Daddies... No amount of crying, sulking or pleading helps... It just makes Mummy laugh and hurt you more... |
