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Posted by bondagekitten on Wed 27 Jan 10, 10:03 PM to bondagekitten's blog.

not doing so great mentally again (worse than normal), not doing the best on no-medication but better than on it for the most part. the shrink gave up when i questioned him on the meds and the psychologist has helped me make some progress but for some reason i lost it tonight making dinner, small stupid things like a fork falling off the counter and the bin shifting when i was emptying it led to me screaming and launching stuff across the kitchen. thank the gods i have scott, he served the dinner and after brought me chocolate to have while soaking in a bath overloaded with bubbles.

everything just feels blah at best recently, not really felt good since we got back from london apart from a couple of ok days (henry rollins was a good night out too). hopefully things will get better soon and i can see my way through the fuzz.

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28 Jan 10, 12:16 PM Amber_Light 3 yrs

I remember those moments so very well. An egg yoke broke so the whole frying pan and eggs flew across the kitchen. Can't find a tin of beans and the baking tin would fly and land with a crash with expletives following it. Myself and so many people I know (I work in a mental health team) are on the mood stabilizer Depakote. A tablet that has no side effects and I work a normal 9 - 5 intense job. Some people like me take it in conjunction with an anti depressant that again has no side effects except giving me mood swings (I'm bipolar and many anti depressants cause mood swings to anyone with bipolar) hence the Depakote. It really is a wonder drug to me. For anyone suffering from any form of mental health problem, it really is difficult to be on no meds at all. If you have had bad experiences with meds, insist on another opinion. There are so many out there and new ones coming on the market all the time. There is no need for anyone in this day and age to be doped up all day. I hope you get the assistance you deserve.

30 Jan 10, 1:25 PM tiggerGlasgow UK(EH), 6 yrs

Och sweetie. You need a decent shrink and not just the next in the line of quacks you seem to be getting. "A life without pain has no meaning" Athrur Schopenhauer "Rope, rope, rope, rope, rope..." It's sort of like the Dwarvish song "Gold", only it's about rope.