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I want to call you, and tell you everything's going to be ok, but I won't, because I know its not.
I want to hold you, till all these problems go away, till every difference between us is forgot.
I want to love you, so much - enough to give us another chance, but it won't work, we know, my god we've tried.
I want to hate you, till I can walk away without a backward glance, and I don't feel that something fucking wonderful has died.
I want to thank you. For the man you are and the times we had. For things you did just for my sake.
I want to call you, and tell you it's ok, not to be sad, but I won't because I know its not, and to hear your voice my heart would break.
Edited Sun 17 Jan 10, 9:28 PM by poutanaki
| 17 Jan 10, 9:56 PM kaleid0scope 6 yrs |
Thats is so very sad, you have captured so well how I have felt for those that are no longer a part of my life.
I hope your pain eases soon & the sadness you feel is replaced by happiness & fond memories If its fair your after, best you go nilla |
| 18 Jan 10, 12:36 AM just_ian 2 yrs  |
that is a fine piece of writing... |
| 18 Jan 10, 3:55 PM Hercules1279 UK(PH), 3 yrs |
They say it's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all. Who the f**k are they and what the hell do they know about it anyway? And as for those who say time is a great healer, i'd love to punch them if i could get my hands on them even although what they say is true and they only mean well. For now there is pain and loss but hopefully one day hope will outweigh the grief and a glimpse of a brighter future will again bring a smile to my face.
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