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Posted by just_cassie on Thu 7 Jan 10, 1:12 AM to just_cassie's blog.
Just getting a few miscellaneous details out of my profile by putting them somewhere I can refer to them if necessary… (Not expecting comments but I'll leave that option open just in case!)
The History of Moving On… what I wrote and when…
Late 2008… I've been in a loving BDSM relationship for some 10 years now but recently I've realised something is missing. The man I call my Master has become so much part of my life that I could not ever imagine being completely without but life is short, I have already procrastinated far too long and it's clear that something needs to change.
Early 2009… Well things HAVE changed... Some at my own instigation... some that have shocked me to the core. Seems that the above-mentioned Master no longer wants to "do the BDSM thing" and knowing I couldn't personally live without it, we've chosen to go our separate sexual ways although I suspect/hope we will always remain very close friends...
I'm still struggling to come to terms with all this (particularly with regard to such a fundamental change in someone I thought I knew so well) and I imagine it will be a while before I feel ready to submit again... but I have little doubt I'll get there eventually... and in many ways, it's an exciting thought as my BDSM life has been less than fulfilling for many years now.
July 2009... Moving house AND dramatic developments in my current relationship mean that right now I'm really not in a good place to be considering new relationships... In the long term, it could all be very good news but I need a little time to adjust first.
January 2010... This adjustment period could take a long time… I think I'll just get out there and figure it out as I go along…
