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ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I am SO fucking frustrated at the moment. It's been a good couple of months since I had a decent play, PLUS about the same amount of time since I had a decent shag, and I swear to god I'm going to Actually Do Someone an Injury if someone doesn't relieve my frustrations soon.
When I get like this, I become....quite 'aggressive'. I just want to grab some gorgeous bit of totty, throw them down on the bed, rip their clothes off and ....then probably be sadly disappointed because they will fail to overpower me and I'll end up doing 'hmph' and pouting.
My libido has gone into uber max overdrive now, partially because I had a sizzling affair de la memo via IC over the last week, which unfortunately didn't work out in real life. At least I'm no longer second-guessing my instincts. I should have gone with my initial 'no, this isn't going to work' response, rather than doubting myself.
Also, I did something really fucking stupid the other day. I drank about six pints and asked someone I barely knew to take me home and hurt me. We got back to his house whereupon he dragged me up the stairs by my hair, slapped me in the face (to be fair, I slapped him first), and threw me in the bedroom. Whereupon I burst into tears. Congratulations me, for being a total and utter twat. On the other hand, my judgement that he was trustworthy turned out to be completely sound, as he just cuddled me better, fussed over me, and sent me safely home untouched. Not that I'll be taking that risk again, of course, it was a fucking stupid thing to do. But on the other hand - go me, with the intuition!
What I really need is someone who can terrify the shit out of me, frighten, beat and fuck the aggression out of me, and then cuddle me into some state of relaxation afterwards. But given I don't have any current play partners, casual or otherwise, and I don't do casual sex with men ANYWAY..the getting fucked hard bit is going to have to wait a while. Let's not hope it's too long or my tetchiness is going to get a lot worse before it gets better.
So it looks like I'll have to search for release in the form of someone who can fuck me up a bit, leave me with some lovely cane stripes, bite marks, take me to that endorphined up, adoring heaven where I really need to go, give me a part of what I'm craving, so I can at least let some of my control drop for a little bit. Because my infamous self-control is being severely tested at the moment.
Of course I shall have to employ my gut instinct in seeking someone who can do this for me without fucking me over. In the meantime, I'll just grit my teeth and growl at anyone who looks at me funny today.
ETA: Ooh, I tell a lie. Beady 'did' me a few weeks ago, but that was topping not domming and so, wonderful as it was, only released the tip of the iceberg, so to speak.
I would normally exorcise this frustration through vigorous physical exercise, such as my thrice weekly stompathon constitutional down the seafront. However, Brighton is currently in the grip of, to quote our taxi driver last night, 'the worst case of iced up roads and pavements I've seen in 42 years of living here'. There are tree'd, lampost'd, and abandoned cars spread throughout the town. It could be worse though...on my bus trip to work I saw a blind man making his way along the ice, and then a few minutes later, a homeless man clutching his can of special brew. Grim - made me a bit ashamed of the rant I was composing in my head, at the time.
Edited Mon 21 Dec 09, 2:02 PM by little_imp
| 21 Dec 09, 12:18 PM MamaGoth UK(BN), 3 yrs  |
oooo la la flaps are going to heal up girly, do you want me to dig out a number for dynarod ? happy Xmas
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| 21 Dec 09, 12:36 PM steved14 UK(TW), 5 yrs |
ur a pretty and very sexy , the guys here must be mad | |||
| 21 Dec 09, 12:47 PM little_imp UK(BN), 3 yrs  |
LOL! Such language dear lady...REALLY!
Naughty Imp: "No, I won't!" Curious Imp: "What happens if I kick you?" Apologetic Imp: "Sorry, sorry, sorry, ow, it hurts!" | |||
| 21 Dec 09, 12:50 PM little_imp UK(BN), 3 yrs |
Thankyou - it's not for lack of offers (god that sounds awfully arrogant, but you know what I mean), rather than looking for a combination of quality, trustworthyness, experience, mutual attraction, and the ability to press my buttons in exactly the right way. I'm very sub to the right person but very, VERY fussy, and not exactly a 'natural, lifestyle submissive'. Those who know me will piss themselves laughing at even the thought of those words being applied to me... Naughty Imp: "No, I won't!" Curious Imp: "What happens if I kick you?" Apologetic Imp: "Sorry, sorry, sorry, ow, it hurts!" | |||
| 21 Dec 09, 12:51 PM MamaGoth UK(BN), 3 yrs |
if dynarod are charging double rates over the bank holiday weekend we have at least two pairs of industrial rubber gloves in case you need your drain unblocking ... dontcha know I'm a laydeee
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| 21 Dec 09, 12:56 PM steved14 UK(TW), 5 yrs |
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| 21 Dec 09, 12:58 PM dominalush UK(RG), 5 yrs  |
You have My sympathies...I dont do well when I havnt had sex for more than a few days.I feel physically ill,mentally and emotionally unstable.I think its because I was married very young and stayed married for 17 years.During that time,no matter how bad our relationship was,we always had loads of sex.i think My bodys just accustomed to it.So when you hit times in your life when a good hard shag is in short supply,usually because of relationship issues,it can be a real problem.Of course the good old magic wand gets lots of use but to Me wanking has always been an extremely poor substitute...like being desperate for steak and chips and getting prawn cocktail...its well summed up by the following saying,sent to Me on a card years ago
"SEX IS A MISDEMEANOR...THE MORE I MISS THE MEANER I GET!" to give pain is my pleasure...... | |||
| 21 Dec 09, 1:32 PM MamaGoth UK(BN), 3 yrs |
that could be my motto, for me there really is no subsitute for pump and grind, I needs ma cum cannon | |||
| 21 Dec 09, 11:41 PM Mr_BigSi UK(BN), 3 yrs |
And there was me thinking that 4 was the danger point.
A little too late I fear but I thought you might appreciate the advice I received from an old lady at a bus stop this morning - wear socks over your shoes for grip. Have a good Xmas. Hope to see you afterwards at some point x "BDSM: Once you pop you can't stop!" ©BigSi2009
"Nice guys don't finish last. They finish first, we just have to run twice as far." ©BigSi2009 | |||
| 22 Dec 09, 8:11 AM little_imp UK(BN), 3 yrs |
You're not fucking wrong! So imagine how wankered I was after six! Have a good xmas, see you soon x
Naughty Imp: "No, I won't!" Curious Imp: "What happens if I kick you?" Apologetic Imp: "Sorry, sorry, sorry, ow, it hurts!" |
and I found the kukri at the weekend 